World of MINE

Another Chapter =)

2011-09-05T21:14:00.006+08:00

Here I come =P

Been staying at home for months since May after done with my studies in college, preparing for both internal & external resit's papers, and finally waiting for the results.

Everything seems to happen so fast when I recall back what I did for the past few months.

During the time, I used to get bored when having my revision at home and waiting for the results to be released. So, I make up my mind to find a temporarily job instead of my planning, which is to finish at least 4 remaining ACCA papers out of 6 before I get into the working life (thinking that I won't be using the 5 months break before the next exam's sitting to study full-time...lol) or maybe going for my degree's top-up program next year.

I went into job hunting conditions, prepare resume, apply various relevant types of jobs, waiting for calls, attending interviews, assessments and etc. For a fresh graduate with average results like me, the job hunting process was beyond words. Other than the basic requirements such as your academic results and also some soft skills, the first impression and talk confidently is a must during the face-to-face interview. And don't ever under-estimate yourself, send in your resume/profile to any position that you feel comfortable with, although you may think that they won't hire you because of your results but you may get surprises from that. You might not be shortlisted, but you will learn and get something during the entire process which will definitely useful.

I got a job and today is my 1st day of work. Perhaps another brand new chapter. Although it might not be my dreamed job, but somehow I know I will gain something else, and I will be there again.

Hope it will be another simply blast brand new chapter!

Till then, good nite ppl =)

Officially Missing You - JS - Tamia (cover)

2011-07-25T16:22:00.002+08:00

Lovely & Blessed =)

A Quick Ones ;)

2011-06-23T21:35:00.004+08:00

Finally, I can officially start my holidays =D

Finished the 4 alphabets killer papers and the last outstanding paper on Monday.

Back in KL, the place where I stayed for almost 4 years for the last outstanding paper for 3 days.

After leaving there for 2 months back at home, kinda miss the life on myself back there. lol.

Am not missing the hectic, polluted environment there of course, but the shopping complexes :P

Whats next?

I really have no idea.

Perhaps, I should wait for the results 1st.

Praying real hard.

Will be staying back at home for the time being.

Yayy, my real home :)

I probably need some rest and vacation :)

2011-05-24T23:08:00.003+08:00

心，还是痛了

但

泪，好像累了

:)

Oh YES!!!

2011-05-14T18:54:00.003+08:00

12/05/2011
is the day for the results to be released

SCREAMMMM
in my heart early in the morning!!!

Perhaps, it was not early in the morning, already 10 something in the morning that time. lol.

I purposely stayed up late the night before, to wake up late the next morning. The results only to be released after 10am, and I bet the website will be packed and jammed, by the students to check for the results. It was torturing to keep on refresh and wait for the results. lol.

It was SCARED to death man!

I bet it will be even worst for those who are going for the degree top-up program soon in UK this coming June.

Am not going, but still am nervous. lol. It seemed like very long ago since I can get straight PASS for all subjects in the main sitting. I guess since last two exam's sittings, in the final year. WTH

Once you were downed for once, it can initially beat your confidence down to the max! It was really HOLY SHIT! This happened on me. It was really hard for me to get up, the process was so sucksssss.

Okay, I know everything gonna be over soon!!!

1 more to go for me to graduate officially as an Advanced Diploma student!

The results released seems to be the encouragement for me to move on, or else, my final year's life should be very dull I guess. lol. It was not a distinction results, but, at least, I make it as the promise to myself. ONCE FOR ALL!

Again
ONCE FOR ALL for the rests!!!

L.O.V.E

2011-04-17T15:31:00.005+08:00

OMG! They are just soooo lovely!

This immediately comes to my mind once I finished reading one of the blog post couple minutes ago, half way doing revision. lol

I can see how lovely they are through the ways they interacted, although it may seems to be a bit weird through the eyes of others. But these are just the way they are.

I love to see lovely couple, the interactions, the ways they communicate, the ways they love and care, either with actions or just coming from the sake of how they love each other, naturally and not because of the "responsibility" as a couple, like willing to do anything, of course which is sensible, without any condition even though things they did might not work in the way that you expected to be. This flows naturally when there comes some one who is worth for us to do so. I guess should classified it as tolerance or perhaps forgiveness for all the time.

I love to see lovely couples, of course especially friends around me. To me, a relationship is indeed a precious gift for a lovely couple, when both them finally found the one that really appreciated them deep in heart, who is the one that will bear with each other etc etc. and thats the one that you think you are willing to spend with for the rest of your life.

Crap, eventually I don't know what am I trying to say here. lol. Seems like desperate for love. LOL. Sometimes I do feel jealous to those love birds, which I don't have =(. lol. But I truly feel happy for them when I can sense the happiness, which I think it is not easy for others to feel the joys of love that happened between them. It is not easy to make others jealous and sense the joys without any involvement in the process. You guys just did a great job to make me feel jealous, BUT I LOVE TO! lol. Get me? =)

Stay sweet for all the lovers out there!

"please make me feel more and more jealousy.lol"

xoxo

When the heart speaks

2011-04-11T19:17:00.009+08:00

Preparing for final, the very last main exam sitting in my college life. What I can say is, I have no more feeling on them. Will just try to do the best on my part.

Whenever it comes to exam period, I started to get emo easily. Heart gets to speak even louder than usual, asking for everything that I have dream and think of, but not get to make it yet. When the heart tends to speak, means they are really meant to me. And for the last few sittings, I failed to fight with my heart at that moments. Took the wrong steps, made wrong decisions, and then comes the regrets.

Am a person who gets impatient easily, wants to settle things/problems ASAP. I don't like the "hanging" feels, like no end, and the the consequences is that I can't make accurate decisions at the same time when one don't have a peace mind and just follows the heart. Perhaps, I should have calm down myself before making any decisions.

Same for this time, but I guess I have been more strong to fight with my heart. Hope it continues to work by then.

"The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention,

that sometimes your heart takes you places you shouldn’t be,

places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring,

and sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending.

And that’s not even the difficult part.

The difficult part is when you follow your heart,

you leave normal, and you go into the unknown.

And once you do, you can never go back."

* From words and lyrics *

Just so true.

2011-04-10T00:58:00.003+08:00

A beautiful day.

It was just simply beautiful.

I wonder but still I love

Good Night ppl !=)

Warmed =)

2011-03-13T13:02:00.009+08:00

Been busy with assignments & presentations recently, which totally make life miserable.

They make me 早出晚归 almost everyday.

But am blessed to have awesome teammates that contributing lots of their ideas and hard works. I feel guilty, for not contributing that much due to my limited intelligence . LOL

We are left with 1 report to be submitted real soon next week and the presentation for the following week. Feel a bit relief, at least we came out with the outline and some clues.

Another thing which truly makes me feel warm after all, was the gatherings/outings with friends despite of all the stress-up life and also the work loads. Met up with friends from hometown and also those came back from overseas, coming down to KL for a short trip. We meet, we chat,we eat, we shop together like nobody's business. Feel like giving up on the 1st night gathering, when am just done with part of the assignment with the other teammates, at the late afternoon, and also the raining weather. Am exhausted, I guess also caused by the "monthly thingy". lol. But still, my heart wanted me to go.lol. xD . LUCKILY, I make it!

1st Night @ Gardens TGI Friday's

Feel warm*ed when filled by all those sounds of laughters, jokes, etc.etc. Stress-free condition. lol. Although am not really into the conversations with them, due to my tiredness, but I love updating myself on them through their conversations. ;)

2nd night @ Pavilion Sushi Tei

*Photo credit: Nicholas

Meanwhile, it was also the day which Japan was hit by the heavy earthquake and also tsunami. At 1st, I feel relief as I know that friend who studying there were back for holidays, and was praying hard for those struggling there. But when I was told that M'sia is one of the alerted country by my friend, out of the blue, I feel scared :S. Lame right. I even thinking whether should I stay at home instead of going out for the gathering. =.='''

May god bless.

2011-03-06T22:34:00.003+08:00

所期待的时候就快到来了

可是心却好像冷了

Hulala

2011-02-26T00:31:00.004+08:00

I have no idea with the lame title above. lol. It just 1st come to my mind when am thinking about the title =D

Feel like writing something at this hour, being alone occupying the living room, feel like exactly the World of MINE. lol. Simply like being alone quietly, especially during the night time, whether or not am doing anything.

The saddest time for me is over, whatever it is, it is. And I know am blessed on the other ways. It was like “苦中一点甜” =)

Thanks to those who spent time with me during that time, it is simply lovely to have you guys around.

Once for all, from now on! God Bless =)

越听越有意思

2011-01-16T23:29:00.004+08:00

去寻找梦想的地方

掩饰着所有的不安

这段路有很多急转弯

手握着手说不要慌张

所有的事别往心里转

走出黑暗面对着变化

烦事只要换另一个角度去看待

那就会好了

2011-01-14T18:59:00.007+08:00

Time to clean my dust. xD

Was planning to close down this blog as am not updating, and yea, perhaps my life is not that happening. LOL

But as I went through some of the previous posts right from the beginning when I started to blog, they did make me recalled back those days memories which formed part of my life. Some of these memories make me feel awesome and some of them did make me feel grateful.

Am thankful that I have been given those memories whether good or bad, happy or sad etc.etc.. For those bad, which I considered them as challenges that came towards me, although you had make me down, sad, stress like hell (or even crying during shower time instead of in the middle of the night.. lol) on that time, am still thankful that am given the strength to went through and get through it, and also together with all the supports, encouragements and loves that given to me from all of my loves. Loves that definitely covered my tears more than enough <3 .

So, I decided to keep my blog, helping me to jot down those "happening" matters throughout my life, but probably with no frequent updates. =)

Still having a few pending posts to wrap up my 2010 not yet up. LOL.

2 assignments and 2 presentations coming up next before I can get off for CNY. zZzzz

Last but not least

Am MISSING YOU guys so much

you know who you are. LOL

tough am not kind of person or friend that who will call or even text you guys so often, but there is no doubt that am still with you guys and truly hope that you guys are doing very well out there. =)

xoxo

Have a nice weekends ;)

*the most recent me*

in case you miss me...LOL

sleepy face again

For the year 2010

2010-12-27T14:30:00.009+08:00

Started to have this post last year, and it will be my annual post(if I still maintaining this blog.LOL). Somehow, I feel that this is a way for me to recall back what had happened throughout the year and jot it down as part of my memories itself and also as the reminder to myself for those which truly made me to grow.

2010 was not a year for me, perhaps. I know it wasn't right for me to have this negative thoughts, but just accept it, take it and let it go along with 2010.

Most of us here have marked our so called legal age this year. Representing that we are adult and having the responsibility not only to our own self, perhaps to the family too. But for our generation, I bet there is no commitment for us until we graduated from college or university, which is a grant that may grant us for a living, given by our parents. Perhaps, is also a way for parents to ensure their children are capable enough to earn for a living in the future. Till then, only the commitment come to us. As time goes, some of us here is on the way to finish their studies or in the final year, and some are still enjoying the study life.

I used to have expectation that I will finish my studies, graduate on time, get a good job, settle down myself and so on. I have the confidence that I will make it, and I never doubt about that before. I never doubt about how will my life be after I graduate, but not for now, I feel blur when I was thinking about it. This started since I failed 1 subject in my final year that made me didn't manage to fulfill the requirement to top-up my Advanced Diploma to a Degree on time. I tried to convince myself that I still have a choice, which is ACCA. But somehow it was really hard as I went through on the past sitting on early this month. To be frank, I have no confidence. What would be my life after getting Advanced Diploma with average results?

I know, instead of thinking this and that, I should put more and more effort on my study. =) Perhaps, there will be a way for me to get through all these. =)

Am thankful that there is no single pressure from my parents nor family. They are giving full support to me throughout the journey. Sometimes, I feel sorry, even guilty to them as I think didn't play my role or my part good enough especially on my study. Sorry for that, and I will definitely make it soon!

Apart from my studies, I do hope my family is being blessed by God, especially to my grandma by giving her strength, to fight with her illness and suffers.

Till then, I think thats all for the year 2010 that truly made me grow, learn and change during the year =)

Merry Christmas ^.^

2010-12-25T19:28:00.010+08:00

Merry Christmas ! =)))))

Am here to clean the dust. LOL

Hang out with classmates for steamboat session somewhere @ Sri Petaling on the Xmas Eve =)

I was told that prior reservation is needed as it was quite crowded.

We stuck in the traffic jam almost 1 hour ++ to reach there :S

Harbour Steamboat Restaurant

Instead of Tomyam or 清汤

Different and special 汤底 @ Harbour Steamboat

Can't really remember the name but the types of soup served is something that

清热润肺

For those who likes dumplings like me, you will love them very much. LOL

They serve various types of dumplings, with different meat, seafood & vege inside.

Taste AWESOME !

My very 1st try on lamb with soup. LOL

At 1st, I just wanna to have a try, as I don't really like to have it.

It was served in slice and it was NICE!

p/s: my classmates purposely come for this. LOL

There goes my Xmas Eve :)

Was not really into celebrating on this day actually, but after all and at least am not alone. LOL

As Xmas goes, New Year is coming.

Somehow, am not ready yet. :S

Till then, Merry Xmas to all of you =)

I'll Move On - Olivia

2010-11-11T02:52:00.003+08:00

This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can't seem to go on
And I've been through this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here

But I'll remember
All those times you've bought me through
I'd be a fool to give up cause the goal is near

I'll move on I'll go on
Lord I will take your hand
And you will guide me along
Survive through this storm

So I say, come what may
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on

Here I am once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far and I want to carry on

Take a step at time
It's alright
Even through this rain, I want to smile again

Don't hold back now
And I've been through this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.

But I'll remember
All those times you've bought me through
I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am, Here I am
Lord I will take your hand
And you will guide me along
Survive through this storm

So I say, come what may
I'll hold on to my hope
Yes, I will walk down this road
And my passion drive will lead me on.

For the moment

2010-11-11T02:11:00.002+08:00

Am not totally over

Perhaps, I will ever be

But I've been much better

At least

It doesn't hurt to think about it anymore

Hola :D

2010-10-25T11:17:00.005+08:00

Am here to crap. LOL

Back at home.

For the rest of the study leave.

7 weeks to go before the external exam.

Well, as usual, enjoy 1st when back at home. :D

Been slacking almost a week *guilty*

Is time to really back on track =)

Little crapping xD

Able to catch up with this babieee back from Aussie.

Cute . Handsome . Lovely

AWESOME !

:D

Till then, have a nice day :)

D uncertainties

2010-10-07T22:40:00.005+08:00

Back in KL on last Sunday for the 3 weeks revision classes

Been rotting at home for almost 2 weeks

lovely

xoxo

Longest week I ever have and it goes on till next Tuesday

guess what

results for the blarrdy exam will be coming out that day

12.10.2010

and the results will BLOODY too

*pray hard*

Theres too many uncertainties keep on coming

well, uncertainties make up the life

Give me the strength to get through all these

as possible as I could

An Experience

2010-10-02T17:37:00.009+08:00

1st ever experience with professional slimming center

Marie France Bodyline

Body Shaping Therapy

It WORKS !!!

" So expensive.... "

" Really can slim down? ... "

" How it works, you also have to control your diet and exercise... "

These are those which will pop up in my mind whenever i saw the advertisements... haha... i bet some of you here too...

I came across an advertisement when I was flipping through CLEO magazine about the slimming program. And I saw there was some free trial session for the readers. I decided to give it a try, as well as a way to pamper myself :P

It was my 1st attempt to send in SMS

Out of the blue

I GOT IT ! :D

I was given a free trial session :D

Here goes my experience :

1st, the front-desk staffs

OMG... Superb friendly and nice :)

I tot with my student look that day, I won't be able to have such nice services like those who had pay thousand bucks to them... and mine is totally FOC.... lol...

2nd, the consultation session

Interview and measurement took place in a private room... comfortable :)

The consultant, Kim, awwww.... I love her so muchh :D

Superb friendly again !!! Nevertheless, gorgeous and charming.

When it came to measurement session... lol... *shy*

Took off the clothes for more accurate measurements

Problems: Lack of firmness on arms and cellulite on thigh areas. *oh yea, i got orange peel T.T*

Advice: Re-shaping needed.

I was promoted for some tailored made slimming program which more emphasis on my main problem areas... 60 sessions cost about RM 2600... and yeah... this is student price @.@

The free 60 mins slimming session

Reduction of cellulite (the orange peel) and water retention on thigh areas.

Scrub, massage took place for 15 mins

Continue with sleeping mask covered with *electric-warmed blanket* for 25 mins

Reduce water retention and increase level of metabolism

Wrapped up with transparency wrapper *hot wrapping* for 20 mins

*That was the time when i can felt the warm and itchy feelings on my thigh areas. I can see my skin became slightly red through the transparency wrapper*

Well, at 1st, I don't really put high expectation and is just to get the experience.

But, it didn't turn me down.

There is slightly different on my thigh areas

Felt it after I wore my jeans after the session :D

We can felt it although it was just slightly different *girls are sensitive about these*...LOL

Thighs became slightly tighter and firmer :D

The week after the trial slimming session

Which told me it works again... LOL

I noticed that my thighs became red through the week after the session.

At 1st, I was shocked to see that because I was told it will disappear soon after few hours , but it didn't.

It continued till the second day, and it turned from the redness to the color like "bruises"... I was like OMG, what happened ??? It was totally cleared to see that if i wear a short pants. It continued for 3 to 4 days.

As for the week, I tried to massage my thighs with lotion, yea, I could feel the slight itchiness on them when the massage took place.

I was shocked for that, thought it was the side effects, sensitiveness of my skin or whatever, but I just leave it for the entire week, as I was busy for the study week and have no mood to take care of it.

Thanks God. The skin on thighs came back to normal after the week. I was thinking, it might be the effects of the burnt cellulite.

Am not expecting much as it was just 1 session or treatment... haha... might give it a try if am really have the extra $$$ in future....LOL..

but overall nice and satisfied experience :D

2010-10-01T01:57:00.006+08:00

有朋友曾经告诉我

只要达到目的

有时候可以不必在意当中的过程

开始听到时觉得有点不同意

觉得这样太自私了

当中的过程包括了待人处事的态度

过程往往比结果还来得重要

在不久前

为了达到目的

我牺牲了当中的过程

心里确是有百般的不愿意

但我不管了

虽然不是最好的结果

但却得到了我想要的

看见了最真实的

希望这回是值回票价

让我到达目的地

2010-09-21T14:52:00.007+08:00

Little update from me :)

Finished the most ever torturing final exam.

It was real tortured session, for almost a month.

From preparing till exam, I guess it really tortured most of the AFA 2 dudes.

Books of study text, tonnes of notes and past year papers, these are what we facing during the time, and soon starting from next month onwards again. External exam, 3 months from now.

Instead of these, stress and insomnia also accompanied us real *well*

my messy table... since 3 weeks before my final... which i hate so much... it will become messy again no matter how many times i re-arranged... and I gave up...

2 messy tables occupied by me

Lunch and dinner time will be my most favorite times... which i can get rid from those books and notes... LOL

Current status:

Back at home *love*

The best place for myself to have a break and breath smoothly...

with series and movies waiting for me !

Till then, do miss you guys much :)

Life is about running with time, and time flies.

heels !

2010-09-06T14:52:00.008+08:00

in LOVE with these !

I want THEM !!!

*photos taken from Jenny Sun Photography*

Having a pair of flat shoes for almost 6 months

Yes, same and the only flat shoes of mine for the entire 6 months and for the moment

Which in the past, I can have 1 new shoes for average of every 1 month...

Don't have the time and suitable one on the right time =(

Sprained my both my ankles beginning of the year, 1 before and 1 after the CNY, so just balanced-up both of them.... *lame*

Terrible experience... so difficult to recover T.T

Went for doctor, advice given :

You need to have flat shoes for some times to make them recover faster. Cause i told him I could feel the pain sometimes even though the bruises had gone whenever I am walking, either with heels or not, can't really walk smoothly and comfortable like in the past... =(

Didn't shop for SHOES for the entire 6 months, although I can see some nice shoes when having some shopping...

Moreover, most of them are with heels !!! Arrghhhhh

Can't really afford to have heels for the time being because of public transportation concerns and my college's "strategic position", building structures which contain a lot of stair cases, and also some "small mountains"...

6 months, I bet you should recover by now !!!

Last one for the semester

2010-09-02T19:54:00.007+08:00

Had my last tutorial class for the semester today

End of semester again

* the always slow & steady Mr Chin *

Recalling back the 16 weeks we had gone through during the semester

Lectures, tutorials, mid-term tests etc. etc.

How time flies

taken during our toilet break... LOL

*treasure* every moment we had together... LOL again...hahaa

Last but not least

End of semester means

Final exam is coming very soon

1 more week to go

so called the " S.T.R.E.S.S LOOK "

2010-08-28T23:59:00.004+08:00

* 想任性一次 *

*picture taken from in the midst of thinking*

Doubt

2010-08-25T00:01:00.008+08:00

am I in the way that

too sensitive

too concern

too care

on anything i do

on anyone who i deal with

I doubt sometimes

*picture taken from in the midst of thinking*

... ...

2010-08-12T17:31:00.005+08:00

几天闷热的天气

突然下起大雨了

终于连‘你’也顶不到了

那我呢?

Tagged

2010-07-31T23:10:00.002+08:00

♥ 规则：

♥ 一, 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案

♥ 二, 请传给另外十个人

♥ 三, 传阅人请在十位被点的人的留言板上通知他, 他被点咯!

♥ 四, 这当中的十位不得拒绝

♥ 五, 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位

♥ 六, 这些被点名者, 你们被点会祝福

♥ 七, 不可回点哦, 并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

♥ 坐上幸福热气球，开始咯 ♥

幸福热气球：第一阶段

1. 绰号：慧婷

2. 星座：白羊座

3. 生日：3/4/1989

4. 兴趣：旅游、听音乐、逛街

5. 血型：B

6. 最宝贵的东西: 家庭

幸福热气球：第二阶段

1. 有喜欢的人吗: 有

2. 有交往吗：没有

3. 幸福吗：或许该知足了 ❤

4. 他很爱你吗：不会吧

5. 如果你有勇气最想做什么：放下手头上的一切，独自到外头走走一段时间

幸福热气球：第三阶段

1. 你被谁点: 秀璇

2. 他是你的谁：朋友的姐姐

3. 他的个性是：开心就好咯

4. 他长得怎样：大姐大型，带点可爱

5. 跟他认识多久：大概 6 年

6. 你想跟他说什么：想说、该说的都当面说了啦...

7. 如果他变成你的情人：哈哈，不可能啦，我们正常得很...

幸福热气球：第四阶段

1. 最爱的音乐：看那时候的感觉和气氛，最重要是好听

2. 最爱的季节：秋 ❤

3. 最爱的卡通：Disney 卡通 (小时很少看卡通咧，跟着妈妈看港剧的)

4. 最爱的颜色：白色

5. 最想去的国家：欧洲、澳洲 ❤

6. 最爱的水果：青苹果 ❤

7. 最爱的人：父母亲 ❤

幸福热气球：第五阶段

1. 你很爱哭吗：小时奶奶都叫我*哭包*，大了还是一样，伤心哭了觉得好些

2. 你很爱笑吗：笑得出就笑咯

3. 你是很有信心的人吗：现在不是

4. 你想要怎样的生活：简单开心的

5. 你喜欢自己吗：还好

6. 你喜欢睡觉吗：没事做时的最爱！

7. 你喜欢唱歌吗：还不错

幸福热气球：第六阶段

开始点名：

❤ Joo Ann

❤ Jun Yen

❤ Bee Yin

❤ Wan Yi

❤ Win Shen

❤ Zhi Sheng

❤ Chek Kang

❤ Jian Hao

❤ Shu Jou

❤ Adelene

如果你有三个愿望 , Tell me your wish :

1- 顺利毕业

2- 身边的亲人都健康平安

3- 一切都能顺心如意

以为还是以为

2010-07-25T23:10:00.003+08:00

我以为

终究也只是我以为

那也只是不想逃避

越是想逃避

越是逃避不了

更不用说放手

真的有那么难吗

不会去猜测

不会期盼奇迹的发生

不会奢望一切还可以重来

不想再执着些什么

只想无怨无悔的

做自己想要的

仅此而已

Miles to go

2010-07-03T14:59:00.002+08:00

So near yet so far...

Mid-term test on Monday and Tuesday...

Going back home on Thursday.... *weeeeee~~~~~*

It is just so near to the day I am going back home...

But when seeing and thinking so many chapters yet to cover...

It seems to be so far away ....

*just to blab here while studying*

simple as that

2010-06-17T23:56:00.006+08:00

almost having same routine everyday ....

spending most of the time at college from morning till late afternoon for lectures & tutorials ...

i am in love with Thursday lately

the day seems to start right after 12.30pm's tutorial class

although still need to attend lectures next day ....

*no need to do tutorials 1st...lol*

but it seems to be a very nice Friday for me too ;)

Okies... because weekends coming...

the only 2 days that which i feel i can breath smoothly ...

no heavy lectures and tutorials ....

simple as that =)

Sometimes i got the feeling that it was just so simple to make myself happy...

even small thingy stuff will make me feel happy...

maybe there were too many things that happened on me recently...

instead of working and pushing myself real hard to overcome them...

i tend to get thankful easily nowadays =)

* i wonder was this a good or bad sign? *

Don't try to complicate them, maybe life is just simple as that.

Definitely not

2010-05-28T23:39:00.005+08:00

A long abandoned blog

Nothing much to update recently

Everything seems like not going on my way

Definitely not the one that i expected to be in now

I won't give up

taken from in the midst of thinking

Stress has been hunting me since the 1st week of lectures and i guess for the rest of my final year
Moreover after knowing that I have 1 more outstanding paper to be cleared
that really make me speechless and extremely down

Trying to take it and move on, wonder how far can i go till the end.

不想拥有太多情绪

2010-05-05T00:33:00.002+08:00

没那么简单 - 黄小琥

没那么简单
就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在
看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安
只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单
就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际
也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤独
一久也习惯
不用担心
谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话
随便听一听
自己做决定

不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上
关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没那么容易
才会特别让人着迷

什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心
曾经

想念最伤心
但却最动心
的记忆

Fight*ing

2010-04-16T11:35:00.003+08:00

Having "study leave" while others having their holidays ... *wtf*

Failed one of my papers for the last semester ... *wtf* again

The feeling was totally not good at all when it comes to --- > FAILED

For the very 1st time in my life i failed in my core exam

Re-study & re-doing all the notes and tutorials are torturing...

when you used to study & do the same things...

they seem to be very familiar but you still need to force yourself to go through it...

Okiess... these will end in 6 days time ... bear with it patiently Hoi Ting !...=.='''

不联系的思念

2010-03-07T00:26:00.004+08:00

有一种思念叫做不联系

思念一个人的时候

想听到他的声音

会很想拿起电话联络他

但当拿起电话时

那勇气却又慢慢消失了

深怕电话通了没回应

深怕对方冷淡的回应

深怕对方看见了未接电话却不会再打回来

发信息

又害怕对方不回

就算电话接通了

回了信息

有时候却会叫人失望

那还是算了吧 ... ...

联系了

或许又是另一回事了

想像中的一切往往比现实美好些

不联络不代表不思念 ... ...

有时正因为想念所以才不联系 ... ...

因为想念而不知该说些什么 ... ...

你最近还好吗 ?

Extracted from Facebook, edited =)

untitled

2010-03-02T23:11:00.013+08:00

finished Next Stop...
the taiwan drama series that i previously mentioned...
the ending...
was far from my expectation...
i expected for more nice story line...

sometimes when come to love...

is it really pure faith...

we just need to wait...

or we need to work for it...

sometimes we tend to force ourselves ignore something else

and focus on other that we think that is more important

will it be too late if

we keep on waiting...

we keep on ignoring....

we keep on considering...

especially when we don't know what to do

how to deal with

or failed it

which will just makes people feel scare, hopeless, sad etc. etc.

to think and deal with it

Just let it be what it should be... ...

SHE is the one

2010-02-28T23:05:00.006+08:00

guess who...haha

yeah... is her

she is the one

my lovely mum

today is her day...

28th February...

As you guys who know me...

I am not good in expressing myself...

especially when come to face to face interact...

which i think is totally fail....

so i just write a little bit here for her to release out everything...Lol...hahaha....

I never express my feeling to her whether i am happy, sad, depress, stress out...

not to say hugging her...

All these disappeared since i was in primary school...

i just can recall back till that time... haha...

Never...

or should i say never ever again???.....haha

I use to settle problems/everything as i could on my own...

It will just go to mum whenever i can't fix them...

And years ago, it just goes straight to my brother...

then only will go to them(dad/mum) if both of us can't find any solution...

Sometimes when they asked us,
"why i never heard that from you before?"
"when you guys did/settled that?"
"how you guys made it?"

and we normally just smile, said,
"nothing to bother lah, small matter... settled ady wat...haha"

of course, sometimes will get scolded for not informing them...haha...

Not that they are not caring...
They love us very much...

I don't know why these will happened on me and brother... haha
Not letting them to worry about us as possible as we could during our very young age...

I am not saying that we are both good daughter and son...haha
but i am thankful that mum has trained us to grow in this way...

We do need loves and cares from dad and mum like others...
being pampered...
but in a different way...
and we definitely got it =)

But sometimes I do want to 'manja' with them like little girl....haha...LOL...

Many times i got the urge that i wanna tell her...

"Mum, I Love You"

even when i called to wish her just now...

but it just went off because of the shyness...

what happen to me???...*wtf me*

She might not see this post...

is just for me to express out what i am thinking now...

maybe will show to her one day when my shyness go off...Lol...

till then...

Happy Birthday Mummy =)

谎言

2010-02-09T17:44:00.015+08:00

第一次听这首个的时候
是在 ‘下一站幸福 ’
印象并不深刻
可能只是复歌那段吧

第二次是在和朋友唱K时
她点唱了这首歌
那时看见了歌名
有些奇怪
但却爱上了它的曲子

下载了
不断的重复播放
确实是扣人心弦

当爱情不再有热情时

诚实是最后一道防线

有时候

爱情或许会让人失去理智

编辑了所谓爱的谎言

那时只为了不想让对方心疼伤心

但却没想到当对方知道后

会让他更心疼百倍

不想伤害对方往往是谎言的借口

但那也算是自私吧

只为了维持彼此之间的感情

有时候

爱的谎言或许会让你付出更多的代价

对不起也只是对不起

A quick ones ;)

2010-02-09T17:44:00.006+08:00

Been rotting around since Sunday...

packing up & PPS*ing...

on leave*ing for 2 weeks for this CNY... woohoo...

work 1 week rest 2 weeks worrr... sei lorr....

i have not yet back in Alor Star as planned yesterday... which is Monday...

thxsss to my lovely brother who haven't finish up his work before having his CNY leave...

which supposed to start on yesterday... zzZZz

what i can do now is looking to the HP & waiting for his call eagerly...

honestly... i can't wait to go back anymore!!!

it doesn't mean that my CNY mode is on... Lol

i just want to back at home ;)

having a last minute shopping at Pavillion on last saturday...

to get a pants for myself...

omfg... i told myself that don't ever do last minute shopping again!!!

everywhere was packed with people....

Between...

instead of preparing & celebrating CNY...

hope i will be having some times to refresh & restructure myself during this 2 weeks time...

i need it badly =)

Last but not least...

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone ;)

Intern

2010-02-03T23:46:00.001+08:00

started my internship yesterday...

as usual, 1st day is always the easiest day to pass when we go for something which is totally new for us...

had been assigned to one of the audit team...
oh god...
they are just simply nice & friendly seniors...
which i didn't put too much expectation before this...

they are angels...
treating us like kindergarden children... lol... haha
they are willing to share and teach everything they know, whatever we ask for...
instead of just asking to do this and that without explaining...

honestly
i felt that i am asking too much of questions when completing the works
whenever they told us how to solve
then i will just realized that ...
*oh...yahor...supposed to be like that one... so simple... i studied before...*
don't know how to apply on time... kns
hope they won't get mad by asking too much one day...haha

dismissed off quite on time, 5.00pm yesterday...
but not today...

when i finished part of my tasks...
i saw the time was already 5.23pm...
i turned and looked around...
most of them were still working...
so i continued mine...

until the department supervisor came to my place and asked
" you want to order anything for dinner? " *bringing along the McD delivery catalog*

i looked at the time again...
already 6.45pm ... most of them were still there...

i am not joining them...
prepare to go home larr...haha

Overall... still not bad... ;)
Hope it will last for the rest of 3 months...
Then i guess my internship should be quite interesting...=)

Good nitezz...

不懂

2010-02-02T21:48:00.009+08:00

每次当有了放手的决心时

总会发生一些事情

有种莫名其妙的感觉

像在意味着什么似的

让那勇气又渐渐消失了

是错觉

是想太多

还是什么

那或许也只是借口

有时候

不是不想放手

而是不懂怎么放手

明知道有点多余

会失望心疼

却心甘情愿地让心疼

心疼累了就真的会放手了吗

double SHORT

2010-01-31T22:30:00.003+08:00

back in KL today... zzzZZzz

5 days break right after exam

FIRST short

it was really a very short break
for the 1st time i felt it

didn't have enough time to finish what i have planned
home cleaning session for CNY
my own stuffs

not to say to have a rest

SECOND short

i lost my long hair~~~~~~
went for a hair cut the day after i back in AS
which i waited for so long to cut the GRASS after 3 months
part of it was for my internship purpose

i told him i want a hair that
suitable for me
doesn't look messy
easy for me when working
easy for me to take care of it

when it turned out
already 3 inches ++ shorter

it looks OK when i was there

when i back at home looking at the mirror

OMFG...
why was it so SHORT???!!!!
where is my long hair which i waiting thousand yearsss for it to long???

Okay...i know i can't do anything now...
instead of waiting it to long again...

....

2010-01-21T11:58:00.004+08:00

exam period
*lifeless*

2 out of 3 papers
1 more to go

sleeping time was turned upside down these days
sleepless nite on the nite before exam
although i tried to go on bed earlier

finished audit paper yesterday
tot i will have a slightly good nap after lunch
it was not and i dreamed
guess what i dreamed

all the questions and answers popped up in my dream
they just popped up easily in my mind compared during the exam
*wtf* i squeezed my brain when i was doing the paper
and now they just popped up like that *wtf*

the feeling was just horrible when u finished the paper in the morning
and it still popped up when u having a nap/rest
it woke me up immediately
it was just a 45 minutes nap

well...
it was a slightly better nite for me last nite...
it was just because i just had 4 hours sleep at night since 4 days ago...
tired...feel wanna sleep...but just can't fall asleep...

Okay...1 more to go on Monday...
rotting since yesterday without touching the notes and book...

Gotta back on them now...

单身潜逃

2010-01-10T02:22:00.004+08:00

单身潜逃

词曲：戴佩妮
编曲：吴庆隆
演唱：戴佩妮

我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装
不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会慌

我也和你一样
曾经年少轻狂
受了一点伤

我们都是一样
相信永远不远
但坚持却有点难

就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的铐
摺叠我剩余的微笑
通往没有你的轨道

就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷
摺叠我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃

Random call

2010-01-08T00:32:00.004+08:00

Mum called me just now

As usual... a random call i thought

She told me that brother will be going back a week earlier before CNY

I know what is her intention for telling me that

as she asked me to reject the internship's offer which will starts early February onwards

asked me to find others...or to start it later on March

even asked me not to go for the training & back for holidays *swt*

since my brother was out here for his studies 6 years ago & now working

before i was here studying

i can felt that how a mum miss her son

the sadness when every time sending him back to KL

the happiness when fetching him from the station

preparing his favorite meals...etc...etc... when every time brother back at home

kinda envy him that time & wondering will i have the same when i m the one studying outside next time.... haha

since young... i have a thinking that my mum was kinda more *sayang* my brother...Lol....

haha...OK... i know i was wrong

Yeap... i was having the same *loves* from my mum
(is the time for my 2 sisters to *ciak chor...lol...haha=p)

I know why mum keep asking me to reject the offer or take leave
(which i don't think is good)

for me being able to back together with brother

having our family time together earlier...longer...during CNY

both of us spending most our time here...work.... study

sometimes i do felt sorry when every time she asking me...

"are you coming back this weekend/public holiday??"

reasons given...
will having tests... busy for assignments... due to the laziness to travel for 6 hours...bla bla bla...

i am just studying... why am i not having the time to go back in the past 3 months??
busy than those who are working???
*wth*

When there is a will....there is a way & solution

i will try my best to make it better

Okay... i should stop crapping

thanksgiving F.T.Y.E 2009

2010-01-02T14:09:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year 2010 Everyone !!!

Taken during the very 1st minute of 2010

*creative* work by 1 of my frens while waiting for our brunch
@ Kim Gary

Things might not turn out as what we expected to
but yet those which are not expected keep on happening
they are just beyond our control
stay strong & take them as part of the challenges in our life

THANKSGIVING for the year ended 2009

things might not turn out to be as expected through out the year...

but i am thankful that i am still able to cope up with them...

although i am not yet that perfect in handling them...

FIRST : Family

Problem still goes on which has been occurred since 8 years ago. The financial problems. No doubt that it was really tough times for my family, especially my parents. I can't help anything as i am still not yet capable. Being part of the family, i am not blaming anything yet i am thankful to be given a chance to see the other side of this world of this world, the reality. I do learned and observed a lot, the way how ppl treat us including relatives, how ppl give us a helping hand when we almost give up, being betrayed by relatives... etc etc...

Don't expect any return but just do it with sincerity of your heart. We will have more than that.

Tears do dropped when i was on the phone with mom some times, when she told me what have happened right there. They strive very hard, just to get us a better living. Sometimes i do try to understand or put myself into the situations they are facing, the reality of this world which involved your very loved ones/relatives. They didn't mention what had actually happened, although i know that they were disappointed, but they told that people are not granted to help us even they are capable enough, instead of hoping for others, we just do whatever we can and do help up those whichever is possible if we are capable.

No doubt that the problems had been hunting us for years. Although it was not happened directly on myself, but i was thankful that i am given the opportunity to be exposed to the very real side of this world at my early age.

And for now, with the blessings, thanks that everything is going on smoothly and better than before these. Things get to settle and soon i know, a lot more of happiness are right there waiting for my family. Thanks to brother that do helped out a lot all these while. I am willing/can't wait to share out the burden of you guys once i am capable.

SECOND : Stay sound & Healthy

May all my loved ones always stay sound and healthy especially for my grandma. I want back grandma who will ask me early in the morning when having breakfast outside.." Do you want to share Cola with me?? I can't finish it..." This is the real her...a 85++ grandma of mine. Her health condition had been going down for these 2 years. All of us are worry for her especially my mum who was taking care of her. She had been committed to hospital by ambulance for 2 times in 6 months time. She was the one who can be said that healthy than anyone of us in the family until she reached her age of 80++. She seldom get sick & not to say that those high cholesterol or high blood pressures.

For the very 1st time when i heard that she was committed to the hospital, i was totally shocked. i was having my brunch at Oldtown and i can't finish up the rest of the meal after i got the news. I was told by my mum and i can heard that she was crying.

The feelings when your loved ones are not doing well or etc...is not that good. Yeah... we must treasure our loved ones whenever we could make it & yet not to forget to love and take care ourself in order to treasure them. =)

THIRD : My study

I am thankful that I was given the chance to be part of AFA. It was a big challenge for me as an average student to get into this course. I will try my best to pass through all the papers for all the 4 semesters. It is my promise for myself which will be my priority for the 2 years ahead.

As for my internship, I am thankful that i had been selected by a small-medium firm after a few attempts. It was hard to accept when I had been rejected for the very 1st attempt.
For the 2nd attempt, i was just reluctant to reject the offer given. Yeah, no doubt that we have the right to accept or reject, but as a trainee, i felt bad to reject once i had been accepted as i was given the opportunity to learn. Forced to reject due to some reasons.
Felt hopeless whenever i heard that some of my coursemates/classmates are going for their internships. I know...kinda "gia-shu' problems...haha...
Thanks god... i got the offer for the 3rd attempt. Had been accepted for internship from February to April.

I know is kinda weird as it is only an internship which is just a small thingy... not yet coming out to find a job... but to me... it meant although it was just a small matter...

Last but not least, for him. I am thankful that I was given the opportunity to know you, although it might not turn out as expected & lots of disappointments. I am glad to be given a chance to know you, to care about you, to learn how to love and what is love etc etc... You are the one who let me know what love actually is. No regret in knowing till loving you, which were all beyond my control. If i was given a chance, it will still be the same for me, but for sure, with a different way. May god bless you with tonnes of love & happiness for the years ahead.

p/s : Went through all the previous posts for year 2009. I was laughing at myself. Am i the one who changing??? Or times can change everything??? or the world is changing???

NOTHING is GRANTED

2009-12-27T22:59:00.009+08:00

please don't take something as granted

please be more

sensible
understandable

we are not leaving in our own world

please don't be so ignorant where there are still others around us

unless they meant nothing to you at all

we might treat others as invisible sometimes but maybe they are not

when they are sound

it doesn't mean that they are agree with in terms of your behaviors... your actions... your habits... the way you treat ppl etc etc...

they are just trying to tolerate with you

for human

there is a limit for a person to tolerate with somethings

but just don't take it as granted

they are not born to tolerate with you... to grant with you

it will just last till certain extend, not always

there will be no turning point when it comes to an end

p/s:

Just getting fed-up with somethings/ppl around me. These had been accumulated since quite some times. Feel like it will be going to explode soooooon. Can't you ppl just be a bit more understandable & sensible instead of just doing/enjoying your own business by ignoring stuffs/ppl around you??? Don't take something as granted if there are ppl sacrificing their favour for you. Don't keep complain & talk much if you are not doing anything else . Come out with solution but not making problem.

How would you feel if ppl are doing the same things on you??? Just be more appreciate-able on what others did. I don't expect much but just some understandable & sensible.

OK... maybe i m the one who having the problem... not YOURS!!!

Merry X'mas everyone

2009-12-25T21:02:00.005+08:00

CUPCAKES4YOU

* taken from Cupcakes4you *

some of you guys might text me for X'mas greetings
it was just so sweet & lovely when i happened to receive sms from you guys...even once a while *love*

THANKS a lotss people... I GOT them !!!

sorry that i m not replying anyone of you just because my cell was out of credit...left few bucks...LOlzzz...don't think i m going to reload it until i step out from the house on Monday... haha

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!
Hope you guys do enjoy the celebration with lotss of FUN !!!

* taken from Cupcakes4you *

The X'mas cupcakes above were taken from Cupcakes4you ... they are just so CUTE !!!

hope i can make the real one for you guys one day ...LOlzzzz...hahaha

the best ever X'mas gift

2009-12-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

oh god...suddenly cant stop myself from crapping here...
forgive me please...
maklumlah...Lonely X'mas for me....=(

while i m going to check out some updates through college intranet...
yeah...i got my *best* ever X'mas from beloved TARC...

Something appears on the Student Notices

College January 2010 Examination Time-table

here goes mine ....

self declared HOLIDAY

2009-12-24T16:43:00.008+08:00

i supposed to attend a 2 hours lecture today
i planned to skip and start my Christmas Holiday earlier since yesterday

why why why???

i m totally DONE with all the ASSIGNMENTS & TESTS !!!
i need to relax & release all my stress from them
not feeling like to look at those notes anymore for the moment
* for today only *

yeah...was a small relief for me although the toughest one is coming

FINAL COMING after 3 weeks

休息是为了走更长远的路... i know...lame excuse...LOLzzz

as you can see...
i m spending my time here now while most of you are maybe having outings or planning what to do on Christmas Eve =)

OK....i m not that "guai"...not going out for celebration...
is just that the sickness is attacking me !!! *wth*
sore throat & flu and soon there come the fever i guess
can't be sick at this very moment larr...please

Another thing

i m just very fed-up with all the pimples on my face now
can't blame on anything else but my mouth

no doubt that i m not having a good skin feature *hate*
but yet had been eating those unhealthy food
spicy, fried, oily, chocolate etc etc
they are just my favorites all the time
they also make the pimples coming up more frequent than usual
as i mentioned...i eat more when i m stress

Okay...i know i need to do something on them...

control on food taken needed seriously

yet another crapping session finished... xD

existence

2009-12-22T00:35:00.010+08:00

习惯了你的存在
习惯了活在有你的世界里

生活里的一切

所想的
所做的
所操心的
所顾滤的
所想念的
所记挂的
所牵挂的

都似乎和你脱不了关系
什么时候才会结束

冬至的夜里
让我想起当年的那个时候

冬至快乐
晚安 =)

again...failed and hurts

2009-12-15T00:12:00.005+08:00

every single second
told it was nothing to deal with
ignoring
convincing
everything will back to normal as usual

but it is not

time by time
flash of memories goes by
scene by scene
word by word
again and again
it still hurts a lot

flashing picture by picture
existed in the reality
enviable moments
it really meant

thought will be the best ending moment
everything should be ended on the moment

but it just simply not

not simple as that
not simple as disappointment
not simple as word
not simple as regrets
not simple as sorry

dunno what to do...
dunno what should do...

go with the sound of heart
or
just be ignorance

by a loser

11th December 2009

2009-12-12T01:01:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday

to

Shu Yi & Wan Yi

* taken from Facebook *
* i lost some of my photo folders which had gone when i reformatted the pc *
arrrrrggghhh

may u gals happy & smile always
just like in the photo

Next STOP

2009-12-07T23:04:00.004+08:00

oh GOSH!!!

i m ADDICTED !!!

(blamed on PPS stream....LOL...many ppl will kill me..:P..haha)

i m a big big fan of TVB series all the while since i was in kindergarden
i watched together with my mum
that time still using those big big black video tapes

till the stage that when i m having my UPSR
i was warned by my tuition teacher
"i know u still watching those drama series...u should stop it n continue after exam.."
LOL...yeah....she knows...my mum & my bro told her one....pengintip(s)...
anyway...she's one of the lovely teachers that i ever had =)

Finished recently most HOT tvb series ---> 宫心计
NOW ---> 富贵门 (kinda boring with the story line actually)

till then..
I NEED TO STOP !!!
seriously...no kidding

but but but ....
every week i was waiting for 2 other series...
Next Stop & Gossip Girls 3
1 week 1 episode for each...
can la...must relax a bit...xD

OK...back to the topic....

NEXT STOP

the most recently taiwan's series...
maybe some of u...including me...
got the impression that those taiwan's series are so so so unrealistic...
especially by having those romantic love stories...romantic scenes...
which we think that it won't be happened in the real life...
so nice so good meh???haha
who knows ? hehe

i was addicted to this series after the first few episodes...
the first few episodes are a bit boring actually...haha
maybe can try to have a look if u r free =)

another thing is...
i was also addicted to the songs inside too...LOL....
here goes...

别打开礼物的缎带
最初充满期待最后都腐败
别打开午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄

而爱并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某

就算我全身湿透透
我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走
如果我还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走

而爱并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

幸运草
作词∶黄婷作曲∶沈圣哲编曲∶林迈可
演唱:丁当

艳阳天花园脸汗湿他的脸
纯真是我十七岁挂念那男孩
亮晃晃时间拉著青春跑
跑过了午睡醒后操场的喧闹
他找到四叶幸运草
他给我万分之一的缘份
多奇妙爱心形的微笑
在我掌心里轻轻飘
幸运草的夏天有他陪著我迷路
喜欢当时小小幸福就是爱情的全部
那天一阵烈日一阵大雨一整个下午
他的汗水渗进土里为我绽放心的礼物

他找到四叶幸运草
他给我万分之一的缘份
多奇妙爱心形的微笑
在我掌心里轻轻飘
幸运草的夏天有他陪著我迷路
喜欢当时小小幸福就是爱情的全部
那天一阵烈日一阵大雨一整个下午
他的汗水渗进土里为我绽放心的礼物

一转眼成长了散了
没结局的传说他记不记得
幸运草里藏著的诗早已经模糊
爱情却在每次泪干之后越来越清楚
直到书签破了花园拆了我也不再哭
才懂得了有个男孩曾经为我全心付出

finished crapping here...need to back for financial scandals...

bubbye =)

5th December 2009

2009-12-05T00:02:00.007+08:00

another girl turned to 20 today...LOL...which she doesn't want to....no choice...is the fact that u r 20 now...xD

specially dedicated to

miss
M. JOO ANN

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY

my long lost primary school ex classmate...
i think we were in the same class for that 6 years if not mistaken...

till then...
during the V's day this year...
we bumped with each other again...
thanks to miss ah eng again...
she was the one who made us *reunion* again...haha

on the 1st glance when i saw her after 8 years...i guess...
the 1st impression was
this girl is just simply Gorgeous

she was totally a different person that i knew during primary school...
haha...maybe we don't get to be so close that time...

we did gather & chat once a while when we happened to be free on the same time...
slowly i discovered that she was having a great & nice personality...

~~~ Happy Birthday to U lady ~~~
~~~ may all your dream come true ~~~
~~~ angels be with you always ~~~

4th December 2009

2009-12-04T00:11:00.012+08:00

First of all

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to
this lady

miss
K. YING YING
a.k.a
ah ENG
ENG ENG

i m sure now is already in 4th December....LOL
has been wishing her in advance last nite which i tot it was already 4/12

knew her since Form 2 if not mistaken when we went for Mr Foo's tuition
8 years till now

time goes by
but
she still remain that
lovely
friendly
sometimes
cute
of course
pretty
too rite?
haha...LOL...

yea....of course
YOU ARE

everything was just beyond words =)

once again

************************************************************

* Happy Birthday to U *
may all your dream come true as u wish
(yeah...as tradition...u r entitled to make 20 wishes as counted by ur age...LOL...haha)

soon & slowly
u will become a
Good Lady
as you wish to

************************************************************

3rd December 2009

2009-12-02T22:24:00.006+08:00

Striving very hard to finish those blaaardy hell assignments

mentally & physically torture =(

stress up all the way when thinking of them
it is just like the brain is still functioning & thinking while u try to rest or fall asleep

eat more than normal whenever stress up
tend to craving something to eat although just finished a meal
chocolates, chips, cookies, coffee, milo, desserts...etc...
not hungry but the mouth feel like wanna chew something
yea....guess i m gaining weight....
seriously
I SHOULD STOP THIS!!!

1 of the assignments deadline has been postponed till next Monday
which supposed to be on this Friday
i should be happy on it coz i just finished drafted out the report last nitght
still have to work on restructuring the report plus those grammar errors today
so i m here to release my stress without touching them
since i was told that it has been postponed ...LOL

but thinking on the other way...
as a Professional Procrastinator....LOL
i do prefer i can hand it up by this Friday
which can force me to finish it up
not seeing it again n again
can concentrate on others

arrghh...whatever....
gonna finish it up by tomorrow =)

It was now in the month of
DECEMBER 2009

4 weeks to go for my 2nd SEMESTER
5 weeks to go for FINAL

*************************************************************************

had been addicted to online shopping lately which make me keep on clicking & scrolling through them...they are just killing...u wont realize or feel or "sim tiah" how much u have spent where u just have to click here n there...type in the amount...until when u check ur balances after a few transactions... instead of taking the real money out from ur purse n pay....LOL...can somebody just stop me???

Random

2009-11-26T00:20:00.004+08:00

Finally 1 st part (group work) of the Financial Management Assignment

COMPLETED !!!
(sure lar...tomorrow need to hand up ad...)

worked for the compiling part...
my eyes going to be like gold fish ady....

i don't feel like to do anything after i completed the task...
which i just keep on
PPS*ing
tidy up my desk
filing my notes

anyhow...week 8 gonna end soon...
these are just for me to have a little break before i prepare for these below

Week 9
- Submission for 2nd part of FM Assignment (Individual Report)

Week 10
- Audit & Assurance (AUD) Presentation

Week 11
- AUD Test 2

Week 12
- Submission for AUD Assignment

Just to make myself awake that there are still many things waiting for me to complete =)

YOU MADE MY DAY

2009-11-25T00:08:00.007+08:00

yeah

my mood is freaking GOOD now =)

i don't know how to describe

but i m just feeling happy & thankful

although it was just a small tiny thing

or might be meant nothing

but i m just so THANKFUL =)

hehe...quite some times i didn't in such good mood...may this to be continue =)

OVERESTIMATED

2009-11-21T14:08:00.010+08:00

i had been overestimating myself all these while
totally & absolutely
which brought me a lot of failure till today
there is no way for me to deny
i hate myself being who i am now

overconfident to myself in terms of anything
of course
not on my appearance & personality

i thought that i could handle anything by myself
i thought that i m independent enough to face them all by myself
without being worried by anyone
especially my family
but yet now i have to admit that
i am wrong and i failed
i need them very very much

i m not that tough & strong as i thought

although i m trying very hard to comfort them that i m just good
not telling them the problems that i had
to prove on
to comfort them on
that i m just doing well out here
there is no any reason that will make them worry about me

but they know what am i trying to cover and prove on

every time they will try to comfort me on their way
with all their passions & loves
without hurting me or
make me feel that i m useless

i m thankful that i had been awarded to be with my family
who always by my side whenever i need them
their loves without any
condition
hesitation
excuse

being who i am now

i m just proud of having such
a lovely family

instead of my ownself

Movies

2009-11-07T03:32:00.005+08:00

I tried to recall when was the LAST TIME i went to CINEMA

No Answer

It should be few months ago i guess

Anyway...i was just so thinking & wanna to watch them ...

When huh i can watch them sekaligus???

LOL ... mimpi again

face & finish tests & assignments these few weeks 1st lahhh....

then i think that is the time i can get them from PPS...for FREE~~~

LOL...BAD BAD BAD!!!

sleepless coz of a glass of Neslo ice at mamak stall... so here i m crapping around ....

pack up myself

2009-11-03T01:35:00.004+08:00

have been wasting a lot of times doing nothing n dreaming, is time for me to dump the dream aside n pack up for myself =)

Is NOVEMBER now...
how time flies...
WEEK 5
out of 14 for 2nd semester...

NO KIDDING on this FINAL SEMESTER for my 1st year
all the subjects seemed really tough for me
NO EXCUSE for me to FAIL any of them

I looked on my planner for the month in the morning before i off for class...
Here goes...

Week 5
- Audit lecture replacement on weekend -

Week 6
- Financial Reporting Test/Coursework -

Week 7

Week 8
- Audit Test/Coursework -
- Submission for Financial Management Group Assignment -
- Planned to head down to JB for a short trip -

Week 9
- Submission for Financial Management Individual Assignment -

Another assignment for audit is yet to be confirmed, as the task's handout still haven't distribute...

Have to work on my FR Test next week on weekdays...but not weekend...
Dad n mum are coming this weekend!!!
oh yeah!!!

although the trip was planned earlier by them for something else
but the feeling is really weird for me
my heart was just *whispering* on me
"everything gonna be fine"

till here...ZzzzZZ

2009-11-01T20:59:00.006+08:00

had been following somethings for quite some times...

every day...every hour...every minute...every single second...

guess when i will be giving up...
maybe not when i will give up, but to face the reality

had been raining these days...especially during late afternoon...

thinking the feeling(s) when walking in the rain alone...

maybe i should try it once =)

Super Random on Halloween

2009-10-31T02:54:00.004+08:00

2.54 am now....and i m still "ngan guong guong"...LOL

probably caused by the hot coffee juz now...
yeah...coffee can make me stay awake...it works on me...
so it was my favorite during exam period...haha

went out for yamcha session just now with bunch of classmates...
at Happy Seasons...
a sudden outing for me which i actually planned to stay at home at 1st...

sometimes i am just asking myself...
why am i so weird that like to stay alone??haha...
i love to be alone...
i like that kind of silence...

although sometimes it might makes me feel lonely...
but i m just fine with it...
for all these while...

Happy Halloween

STUCK is SUCKSSS

2009-10-27T22:29:00.012+08:00

i m still
STUCK!!!

i m just letting myself to laugh back at me for what i m
doing
caring
thinking
worrying
dreaming
insisting
missing
loving
for these days and right now
wake up pleaseeee!!!

it's just like i can't survive without IT
*WTH* I AM!!!

CHOO HOI TING
STOP THESE!!!

i have been trying hard and keep telling myself that everything was
OVER...END...GONE...
there will be no turning point for what i had chosen and done...
no use for me to explain for what i had done...
no use for me to feel sorry for what i had done...

i won't expect for understanding
(although i was hoping)
i won't expect for forgiveness
(although i know i need it so much)
i won't expect for happiness
(although i m now trying hard to work for it)
i won't expect anything because i don't deserve and i don't dare to
i know i should not expect anything else

i should rather expect and hope that everything was going on smoothly on you
which will make the journey easier...the life happier...
with your companions all along the journey...

OK...maybe some of you are thinking i m not mature enough although i m now 20...whom should be able to handle it well...but still emo*ing all the way...whatever...it was just a way for me to dump out whatever i m thinking, i m feeling...the feeling was just suckssss if i keep on hiding in my heart...

p/s: i don't know why my blog status has not been updated on others' blog lists although the blog had been updated and i don't know how to fix it of course...anyone knows why?...

Granny's Day

2009-10-25T14:21:00.008+08:00

time to update with some happy post instead of emo*ing~~~LOL...haha

Back to CNY early this year, while all of us, i mean all the cousin sisters and brothers were gathered together just like every year we did, had came out with a plan that to have a birthday celebration for granny this year...a really full attendance of family members....

For the past years, our family did celebrate with granny and of course were all done by our parents...means granny's son and daughters lo...and maybe some of the family members did not able to make it because of works and studies...it can be said that there were no full attendance of family members...

So for this year and i guess for the years ahead, we, as the grandchildren will be responsible for the rest of her's birthdays =)

We actually make this for granny to have an enjoyable dinner together with all her children and grandchildren and for sure she will be very happy to see all of us together...=)

We did not celebrate on granny's birthday as she did not use to (pantang worr)...haha...so we make it a few days later on weekend and called it as Granny's Day....so everyone can make it =)

Let the pictures to tell everything...

She was smiling all the way when we were all back in hometown till the day~~~

when i was taking her photos, she kept asking me "hip liao sui bo?"..means...did the photo looked nice?..LOL...haha....

1st & the 2nd generation

with the 3rd & 4th generation

different generation with same hair style...LOL...

everyone was enjoying till the max on that day...singing...dancing...joking around...
it ended around 11++pm...but for 1st & 2nd generation only...haha...lol
we then end up sing-k till 3 something...with cousins....

Enjoyable Family Nite
Love them!

the day

2009-10-17T00:01:00.003+08:00

finally

it happened

i know it supposed to be like this

but i just cant take it for this moment

no one can be blame but myself

it hurt a lot

it will be the 1st and the LAST time for me to make the mistake

my promise

Hoiting

=(

2009-10-16T10:01:00.004+08:00

as usual...i switched on my PC once i woke up...
again...the monitor "ki xiao" again...
this was already the 3rd or 4th time...
i hate this kind of feeling...
don't know what happened...
the monitor was still working last nite before i switched off...

it was like nightmare that happened last week when i back home...
same case...monitor spoiled...same brand...
S#ms#ng brand monitor
i won't take u again if i happen to buy a new one...
few of my frens who are using the same thing had got the same problem...

after i unplugged all the cable then i leave it for half hour...
i switched on again...it works!!!!
THANKS GOD

seriously
i can't live without my PC
LOL

till here...going off for class soon~~~

2009-10-06T23:46:00.005+08:00

i found out something today
it was such a big disappointment
i have nothing to say
just #$@!#$@$

yeah
i finally realized that
is good that not expecting too much from anyone
especially
anyone you trust
anyone you care
anyone you loved

someone told me this years ago
it suddenly made me recalled back when things keep on happening on me...here goes...
"If you love someone
don't put their name in a heart
but put it in a circle
a heart can be broken
but circle goes on forever"

at first i don't really get it
but i got it now i guess

all the while i have been telling myself
how beautiful this world is
how beautiful humans are
but why???

sometimes i wish i can leave and go for another place which totally new and fresh for me

the place that can make me totally lost contacts and news on whoever i care a lot
the place that no people will know me and so i dont know anyone of them
the place that could make me out from problems and difficulties
the place that i can do whatever i wish to
the place that i can have a peace mind
the place that i really like to live on

p/s: OK...finished "dumpling" out...u guys can just ignore me...=) i know i need to be focused on my studies and ignore all irrelevant stuffs... i know i can make it!!!

月圆人团圆

2009-10-03T22:33:00.005+08:00

八月十五，中秋节
小时候都不懂八月十五是什么东东
看见妈妈从她朋友那里拿了订做的月饼，才知道中秋节到了
每年到了那个时候只会吵着爸爸买灯笼

其实中秋节真正的意义是什么
我真的不懂
有月饼吃? 有灯笼拿? 有月亮看?
还是和嫦娥奔月的故事有关?
哈哈

或许它真正的意义就是
月圆人团圆

不懂为什么
自己似乎对一些节日越来越在乎
特别是与家人和亲戚朋友有关的节日
可能就因为只有在这些大日子
大家才会有机会聚集在一起吧

或许我们大家都在各个不同城市的角落
不能和亲朋戚友们相聚
只能互传短讯、通电话等等
不过相信总会有相聚的一天

祝大家中秋节快乐

LOL....i dont know why i will write out this kind of post....too free i guess...and maybe meaningless...was just blabbing around...
I guess was because of my emo ...maklumlah...baru balik ke KL dari Alor Star hari ini...haizz...
and also had been hearing to the radio all the way from alor star to KL which keep on promoting the Mid-Autumn Festival today....ZzzzzZZ...tats why....

updates from l@zy ppl

2009-09-28T00:29:00.005+08:00

3 weeks plus i have my holidays since i finished my exam
and the results.....tudia...like a lazy PIG noww...woohooo

this was the table i spent on most of the time during the semester break...tidy huh???haha.. xP

BUT i feel SORRY to THEM

my Financial Reporting (FR)..LOL...
i was planning to revise all the notes and text during the break..but totally failed...
i just flipped through the very 1st chapter if not mistaken and i forgot what had i read...
ZZzzZ..useless me...

next...the issue that keep hunting me....PRACTICAL TRAINING....
the practical training will commence after the chinese new year..yeah..FEBRUARY 2010..
we were told to consider
whether to self-apply or apply through the college for the practical training...
if self-apply...i can make it later lo...
if through the college...i need to submit all the relevant documents by this mid-october...
LOL....i didn't even prepare any one of them lar...

few things need to be consider whether to self-apply or through the college...

if through the college...most probably the place will be around KL areas or maybe Penang...tats mean i need to stay at the stupid place(KL) during the 3 months practical training and travel to the place with those PUBLIC TRANSPORT everyday.....swt

if it happen to be self-apply...i think most probably will be in ALOR STAR....lol....and the allowances given will be extremely LOW....

how ah???haiz...still considering....and the pratical training actually is not compulsory...haha...so i can choose to take it or just stay at home eat sleep eat sleep for 3 months....LoL...xD

anyhow...my holidays going to end soon...i was wondering whether to back on time or a week later..xP...haha...bcoz after a few days back there...i need to back in alor star again for dinner....back or not to???....

剪刀石头布

2009-09-20T00:20:00.003+08:00

剪刀石头布-郭美美

突然间老天爷
给感情送来冬天
说再见我的脸
不自怜不败给失恋

每个人的幸福
由不得谁做主
有如剪刀石头布
感情是未知数
谁能计算清楚
有爱我就不会输

让时间去辨别
哪个人会在身边
把信念紧握点
有一年爱会兑现
爱都爱了何必后悔
该怎麽弥补才完美
该怎麽办才对
太浪费泪水

啦～～～
我未来的幸福
由不得谁做主
有如剪刀石头布
看不清下一步
但我愿意打个赌
有天会走出迷雾

useless

2009-09-15T07:41:00.003+08:00

useless oh useless...haha...LOL

just back from market with mum after dropped my sister at her school

now surfing around the net

now is 7.46am
and
i guess will "back" to my bed soon

this is so called
my "HoLId@Ys"

juz blabbing

14092009

2009-09-14T21:57:00.005+08:00

14 SEPTEMBER
the big day for

Miss tai WON TING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

a best friend of mine since primary school...
till now...and forever ^_^

haha...this post is specially dedicated to her today...
I can't found any photo took with her since all my photos were in KL...
I just got it from her facebook...LOL...haha

I was thinking did i take any photo with her recently...
the answer is NO....haiz...
the last meet with her i think was on CNY or maybe on a later date...
and i think we seldom take photo together....i mean just both of us~~~haha
So...on the next coming gathering...i won't hesitate anymore...haha xP

We seldom talk together although we were in the same high school..since we finished our primary school...haha...don't know why....
But then i felt that we are still on the same track whenever we chit chat once a while...haha...
the feeling was just so nice and familiar =)

Once again...
wishing you a very Happy Birthday
may all your dreams come true &
all the best in your studies ;)

我爱他

2009-09-09T00:00:00.007+08:00

these all might be make sense if we really love someone and....

Gatherings

2009-09-03T22:37:00.006+08:00

trip back to Alorstar as i planned 1 month ago as i haven't back there almost 2 months and also for a small gathering...

oh GOD...I DID MISS MY HOME VERY MUCH!!!

1st gathering

I didn't got any photo for the gathering as i din bring my camera...

Anyway, here is the post by Shuyi for the gathering ^^

2nd gathering

for the SJK(C)Kee Chee, 6H class of Year 2001...
It was not planned earlier actually...

Well...specially thanks to Ms Jooann for organizing the gathering and we are waiting for the next from you ya...faster plan... xD

As you can see the photo was uploaded on Facebook....only 6 of us were in the photo...
But then so many people were tagged...of course they were those from 6H/2001 too...
Thanks to Ms Jooann again for tagging those and made all of us "reunion" again...
They also making our mailbox bursting .... LoL..as u can see...165 comments....swt
But is nice to "found" them back again ^^

We too had a nice chat that nite and can't wait for the next...=)
(the oldtown near kampung pisang there really "beh ki" lar...the food n also the services -->LAME)

was the 2nd time for me to back in hometown during study leaves since the 1st semester of my diploma
the conclusion gonna be the same as i can't fully concentrate for my revision ...LOL
is too nice to be pampered at home sweet home

BUT
i felt quite satisfied with this trip as i managed to meet up
those who are going back & going to overseas soon for their studies
as well as my primary school classmates ^^

*- ALL THE BEST FOR YOU GUYS -*

random

2009-08-25T13:38:00.002+08:00

where is my STUDY MOOD???
I NEED IT!!!!

seriously...i dunno what am i doing rite now....
since last nite back from lecture...

facebook*ing~~~
surfing net without purpose~~~
'listening to' drama series where my PPS keep on streaming~~~

whenever i open my textbook and put it on my table...
i feel that i m going to vomit when i start to go through the 1st word...

help me ah !!!!!

p/s : going back to alorstar this coming thursday after 2 months here in the SHIT place.....can't wait anymore!!!!

2009-08-21T00:38:00.003+08:00

Finally...ALL my courseworks were DONE...left one to be submitted by tomorrow xD

I have been stressed out by the courseworks for the last few weeks...

Especially can't sleep properly at night... keep on thinking on those assignments...

Actually I should not think too much as my group-mates were contributing well on their parts...but i just can't...lol...(gila)

I can't concentrate on my revision for the final exam if the assignments didn't really done or submitted...even i know that there will be no problem on them...lol...(siao lang)

Yeah...Assignments DONE and FINAL COMING!!!

but I still can't fully focus on my NOTES~~~

accounting's student???

2009-08-11T01:14:00.002+08:00

i keep asking this question to myself since last week...

when everyone is rushing for assignments' deadline...

when i was doing the financial reports...

when i was searching for the figures...

when i was trying to balance the figures...

SPEECHLESS ~~~

something to share....

2009-08-11T01:06:00.007+08:00

" Meeting you was fated
becoming your friend was a choice
but falling in love with you was beyond my control "

I saw this quote from somewhere else
Just to share here ^_^

unavailable

2009-07-29T13:03:00.003+08:00

was thinking to change the blog layout...

so some parts of the blog might be disappeared for a while...like the bloglist~~~

STAY TUNED

half way to go

2009-07-22T00:23:00.008+08:00

yeah...18.07.2009
the graduation day for my diploma course...
nothing special to blog about as it was just not so happening on me...hehe
maybe was because of many of my diploma classmates and buddies were not attending the ceremony...
the main reason i was attending was just because of my family ^_^
anyway, i appreciated them for coming very much =)

here go some of the photos taken during the day...

* my family *

friendsss

there was still a LONG half way for me to go to complete my course
of course
it was more n more challenging
hope i still able to attend the graduation ceremony for my advanced diploma n degree
haha...pray for me ^_^

happy 21st

2009-07-20T01:00:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 21st

CHIAO TING

yes...this leng lui~~~
i knew her on the orientation day for my diploma about 2 years back~~~
as one of the new classmate of mine...
as one of my assignments group mates...
as one of my buddies in my diploma college life...
and soon....without noticing....
she became one of my best friends who bear with me very much...

had been celebrating birthday with her for these 2 years...
i hope we will be celebrating the day together in the future too ^_^

summarize

2009-06-21T18:49:00.008+08:00

a summarize for last week...

finished my 1st assessment for AELE3154 English for Management (Commerce) on last Thursday...
we had been doing a lot of preparations for this so called "presentation" -->Meeting Role Play since a week before the day...

[ my cut n paste job...haha]

the routines for last week were almost like these :
went to college the earliest by 8am and latest by 10am to attend lecture
break + discussions
tutorial classes
went back to home
preparations for the next day
sleep

totally exhausted for the whole week for not having enough sleep...like dead fish...
because i used to take a nap after back from college but this doesn't happen for the whole week...
n also wake up early which i did not used to...lol...
i only have earliest 8am tutorial class for 1 day in a week normally...so i can sleep later for the rest of the days...but not for last week...wake up at 6.30am for almost everyday...lol

For ur information, i can sleep whenever i wanna to...even whole day if i want :p

BUT...as the words go --->no pain no gain...our group did scored well for the presentation ;-)

19062009 {FRIDAY}

Not having any class on Friday...woohoo...planned to go out alone to release out all my stress for everything...but i was "remembered" by my mum that i need to wait for the Pos Laju to come...to get my documents needed for my PTPTN application...if not i will need to go post office at Titiwangsa to get it myself...

Yeah...the postman came on 11++am...{quite efficient actually...posted on Thursday morning n received by next day morning} i managed to get myself to the nearest shopping centre after that -->KLCC....lame place....lol...haha...actually the main purpose was to get back my "repaired" digi cam back...i did...n also some shopping for myself...

20062009 {SATURDAY}

Planned to give myself a good rest at home...but i received sms from Mr Khaw Zhi Seng...want to meet him at Midvalley wor...Ok lar...since the last time i meet him was half year ago...haha...but again...he said actually he wanna go KLCC pula...changed place...is OK for me...because nearer to me :-p...haha....after we met at KLCC....he said again..."actually i saw 2 shirts that i liked at MV just now...bla bla bla...n i think i m going back to MV later"...zha dao~~~walked n gossiping around KLCC for 1 hour...then v switched to MV... lol...

actually i m not planning for MV...as i will be late at home if i go there... bit dangerous for myself to get back by public transport alone...but "cincai" lo...seems like it doesn't make sense if i go back after 1 hour at KLCC :p...

Well...these made me having free meal treated by Mr Khaw at Kim Gary Restaurant n also a cup of Cold Mocha from Starbucks....lol....xD...thank you n next round will be mine as i promised :p

ok... i think i should stop blabbing here :p...haha

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

2009-06-21T12:27:00.006+08:00

First of all
Happy Father's Day
to YOU,
DADDY !!!

{ neh...my mum...my bro...n my dad }

This photo was taken during the convocation of my bro...lol...2 years back ady....

{ my "qun kah fok"...haha....my fat face here }

Just realized that we didn't take photo together for 2 yrs ady...
nvm...coming soon...the latest one :p

p/s:
Last weekend, on Sunday night, my mum call me up...she told me that my dad asked her "why all his son & daughters did not wish him happy father's day one? how come they just wish happy mother's day to you har?"lol...i terus laugh till non-stopped and asked my mum to open the loud speaker when i was talking to mum....i said " hello...today is not father's day yet..next week only is the day...haha"....then was his turn to laugh ...haha....
trust or not...i never say "Happy Father's Day" to him b4...ady 20 yrs...lol xD

update loh~~~

2009-06-09T00:30:00.006+08:00

New semester had just started...and now is week 3~~~i supposed to be very free on these time but it seems like not really~~~~things keep happening around....

i had gone back to alor star for the past weekend without any planning at all...because my grandma was committed to the hospital on saturday afternoon after she was being unconscious at home...rushed back on that afternoon with my brother by 5.30 pm after received call from mummy and reached at 10pm...

actually my grandma was already conscious on the way she went to the hospital with ambulance...and my mum asked us no need to rush back...but both of us insisted to as it was also weekend...no harm for us to go back to pay ah ma a visit...

Thanks GOD that my grandma was getting better and better now....at least she can eat properly now...

on the next day we went back here in KL again....GOSH....5.45pm from alor star....12++am only reached KL...was cause by the traffic jam all along the way....sit until kah cui also tiah~~~~~

conclusion....rushing back without any planning is not fun at all....so damn tired although i m not the one who driving....

Last but not least...the TOUCH n GO card was melted cause by the
HOT WEATHER...lol...

2009-06-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

just received a call from home

was shocked by a so called BIG BAD NEWS

i didn't have any reaction at 1st

or maybe it didn't have enough time for me to think about anything at that moment

but now my tears rolled down after i put off the phone

hope the news will not come true

truly hope that

MAY GOD BLESS YOU

halfly DEAD

2009-05-28T19:26:00.003+08:00

YES...I M NOW HALFLY DEAD

i ady became a halfly dead people after sicking for the 3rd days

omg...i hate being sick!!!

can't do anything normally

can't sleep properly
can't eat properly
can't bath whenever i wanna to

i went for the lecture today after skipped my TAXATION lecture yesterday....it was because i visited the doctor yesterday n i felt better enough....so i decided to go for the 2 hours lecture

everything was running smoothly until i reached the bus stop....my head was so pain~~~~~~~~~~~~~omfg....i was thinking to get back to home but i think i will pengsan at the middle of the road....so i get into the bus n seated....luckily i can still tahan until the lecture end with nothing i get....i can't even remember a word from the lecture...lol

feel like gonna vomit on the way back home....and finally....I DID....i vomited immediately after i get off from the bus...so paiseh....everyone looking at me...got 2 kind hearted students passed me tissue papers n asking me whether i m still ok...they also offer to accompany me back to home... but at last i just told them that i m ok...can back home slowly by myself..no need ma fan them...

tudia...after vomit....i only felt better...before that i can felt the pain on my chest even i just take a breath...cant breath normally....i only had my bread with jam, milk for these few days...guess what i had vomited out??? some kind of yellow colour water....swt.......

Hopefully i can recover very soon...lol...i need to get back into my normal life...my class going to start very soon by next week.....ang gong poh pi har~~~~~~

1st Day

2009-05-26T00:11:00.008+08:00

today was the 1st day of my new semester in
Advanced Diploma in Financial Accounting cum ACCA
all of us were being in the the lecture hall on time according to the time table

but guess what......

there was no lecture for us today
we were just there for making up our own group lists for 1 hour only
then BYE BYE liao

conclusion --> sienzzz n waste time

after that ...

headed to KLCC alone to repair my digital camera (pok gai soon...haiz....)
had lunch with siewsuen, pohlee n caryn
(wonder spell correct or not :p) at wangsa maju
then ss accompanied me for grocery shopping at JUSCO

i felt really tired when shopping (weird leh) haha
coz why u know???
need to spend money liao lo....Lol

actually was because i m too tired for not having good sleep these few days after back in KL
n also the weather here
wait "jit tao ong ong"
wait suddenly "lok hor" without any "warning"

finally when back at home
i felt that my body was so hot but not sweating
sick jor...haiz....
had a nap n took 1 Uphamol
now...very "zeng xin" pula
so now blabbing non-stop here...LOL

No photo session at all although many peluang today...lol..forget...i think not having the mood also...so will just have the story telling session :p

Good Nite ^_^

BO SUKA!!!

2009-05-25T23:54:00.004+08:00

Back here in KL on Saturday

NOT FUN AT ALL!!!

i don't like to unpack all my stuffs
i don't like to clean and tidy up my place
i don't like to walk wherever i want to go to a place
i don't like to "da bao" food
i don't like to think of what to eat for the day
i don't like the polluted environment here
i don't like the kopitiam here which are so dirty
i don't like the feeling without my family

thats rite...there are many more that i don't like here...but what to do....
still have to cope with it to achieve what i had to

MAY GOD BLESS ME
~~~

just ignore this post...haha...saja wanna write...the reasons why every time i feel reluctant to come back here =.=

back here :p

2009-05-18T01:08:00.006+08:00

as joo ann said...my blog was collecting dust ady...haha...here i come for some updates xD

i m too lazy to blog here as i m now being pampered with my home sweet home...haha...but this will end very very soon.....sob..sob...

another reason is there was nothing special for me to share and blog...haha...there might be something happened around me...like outings with frens, birthday celebrations etc...but i m not having all the photos taken by them yet lar...so...no update lor :p...lol...
(lame excuses)haha

sometimes when i was emo and thinking to write it out here, i just like try to control myself not to express it here...don't know why...i know myself well that i m not the one which like to share everything..especially those bad or emo things with others....
except i ady beh tahan liao...haha

i like to write or blog when i m alone...being at home now, i was sharing the room with my sister lar....no feeling plus "ling2 gan3" to write anything...hahah xD... i need time let to the "ling2 gan3" slowly float in...lol...hahah..

almost 1 month i m being here...enjoyed it very much...especially being pampered by nice food by mum....lol...sounds like i m very "tam ciak"...well...I AM xD...ahhaa..not to forget those outings with friends also...;)

But now i think is time for me to "wake up" from being pampered at home, without those "zha bor(s)" accompanies or outings n etc...hahaa....

Will be going back to KL soon on next weekend, and means that my Advanced Diploma course will starts soon on 25th May... going back to reality world again....study n study....haiz...

ok...will end it up here...

here should be having more updates when i back to KL n being LONELY again...hahah...lol xD

oh YEAH!!!

2009-05-09T14:06:00.004+08:00

Just got a sms from my bro~~~
here goes his sms
"12 pm bus "
yeah....bro is coming back from KL
a surprise for mum

Actually i have been planning to ask him back for this weekend
but i wonder if he was busying or not

Finally he called me yesterday morning
heres the conversation~~~~

me : hello. ge ar, ha mik su??

bro : lu di tok lok??

me : wa di chu ar.

bro : tok lok? alor star hor??

me : har..har...alor star...

bro : ok...ok...bye bye

Later i received sms from him again
" maybe i m going back tomorrow. but nt confirm yet "

So, i guessed when he was calling me, he already planned to come back and wanna asks me whether want to gp back together with him or not.
(hahaha...he don't know i ady at alor star coz i ady 1 month plus didn't contact him ady...heard from mum he said that he very busy wor...so when i back i didn't tell him also)

yea~~had been years we didn't celebrate the day for mummy together...
Hope this year will have a great one ;-)

3rd MAY

2009-05-03T11:34:00.002+08:00

Back in Alor Star almost 1 week ++
Nothing to update here as I only continued with my "Daily Routines" as usual every time I back...

Wake up early 6.30 in the morning to bring my sisters for school
Have a sleep after came back because it was still early lar....dunno what to do
Go out to have breakfast with my grandma and mummy
Accompany mummy go out here and there for her stuffs
Fetch sisters to tuition
Be the driver all the time

Lol...these are what I am doing everyday for weekdays
So..nothing for me to blog....haha
What I do everyday is only wake up, eat, watch drama series, online, sleep

Waiting for those who are still at KL to come back

Finally Alor Star raining from the midnight till now after I came back...ahbo sleep also keep sweating...Lol

2009-04-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

came across something today
felt that i am so useless
can't stop it to happen
not even a word come out from my mouth although i wanna to
only the tears kept rolling down non-stopped

feel so tired sometimes
tired of everything
may i let myself to stop down
and continue after that
or maybe just stop at here

updates

2009-04-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

FINISHED my DIPLOMA Course on SATURDAY right after my tamadun test (but still a long way for me to go)~~~woohoo~~~~means~~~my holidays started xD

went for the outing which had been planned long long ago~~~immediately after my test...went to find shuyi~~~met up with wanyi at KL Sentral together with shuyi to our outing's venue ---> SUNWAY PYRAMID

**can refer to shuyi's blog for the outing**

felt quite enjoyed with the gathering with all of them...shuyi, wanyi, wanke, soonhan n winshen...since it had been long long time ago when i last meet them up...especially wanyi n winshen...haha...

thanks shuyi for providing me n wanyi's accomodation n sacrificed ur own bed for us leh...haha

go back on the next day as i ady promised my buddies to do some revision with them for their final exam... or else i will stay 1 or 2 more days at shuyi's place....lol :p

well...after these 2 days...yeah...of course i will be going back to my HOME SWEET HOME!!! here i come!!!

for those who are having their exams or final...good luck n add oil ya ;-)

gone

2009-04-14T16:42:00.002+08:00

received msg from coursemate...
said tat the TAMADUN ISLAM test was postponed from tomorrow to this SATURDAY...
8.30am to 9.30am
my planning for outing...going back to A. Star was all gone...
Sienzzz...haih

p/s: shuyi...our outing need to be after 9.30am on Saturday if got :P...haha

"GA YAO"

2009-04-14T00:44:00.003+08:00

Just back from yamcha with classmate~~~

Finished my assignment today...

That means my final semester going to end soon after this week...

I have noticed that most of the friends around are having their exams other than TARCIANS...

GAMBATEH FRIENDS!!!

u just need to get through this n u will be free!!!

2009-04-09T23:30:00.004+08:00

today i finished my MYOB (mind your own business accounting software) test...was a business software package test...hope i did scored well ;-) well..it should be ;-)
nothing special about the test...but i realized something during the test~~~~

this is the keyboard that i used...do u notice anything different with the normal keyboard???

nah...this is the normal keyboard looks like~~~~

i didn't notice it at 1st after half way i did my accounts' transactions for the test...lol....haha...
although the buttons were placed in different manner with the normal one which i ady used to it, the number shown on the button did not represent the number itself...it come out with different number which same as the normal keyboard...
tats means when i press the number 7, it appears to be number 1....so luckily i able to use it without any "gangguan"...

i think i will be entering the wrong figure if the buttons and the numbers itself really changed...because i really used to the normal keyboard and can key in the figure without looking on the keyboard... can't imagine that time....i think my test will be GONE!!!

Finished the test earlier, but i still can't go home...arrrgghhhh!!!!!

First of all, i was having a promoter job in conducting the Lifebuoy Kick the Germ Activation...from this Friday to Sunday....and need to go for a training at 4pm...i doubt that some of you or maybe alll of you didn't hear about LIFEBUOY before...even me before the training:-p
haha...it was a Germ Protection Soaps that is lab proven to protect you up to 12 hours after bath....lol....types of anti-bactiria body wash and hand wash...

On the way heading to the training, i decided to collect my allowance for the last Matta Fair because the company was just around the area i heading to ^_^

The training ended around 6++pm...when i reached my place ady 7++pm.. then i rushed to KFC (near my place area) to meet my classmates for assignment's discussion...

From 6.45 am till now.....woohoo.....TIRED!!!
but bo gam buan to sleep yet :p

till here....i want to continue my drama series :-p

my 20th

2009-04-07T00:18:00.010+08:00

Well....in the world of 20th now....haha...having a small celebration with frens at KLCC for the day ;-)

they were asking me whether want to cheong-k or watch movie on the day before our dinner at Chill's Grill Bar KLCC...at last...i choosed to watch moviesss.......2 movies~~~:-p

my mini secret recipe's birthday cake after the movie....lol....haha

birthday dinner~~~

photo session....haha

thanks guys for accompanying me throughout the day...

thanks to all of you that had been wished me through sms, emails, greeting cards, facebook and the presents n dinner...

Really appreciated it very much ;-)

Also thanks to MAXIS-HOTLINK that gave me free voice calls for the whole day to any 012 numbers :-p

3rd April is my big day...
on year 2009...it was also the BIG DAY for Datuk Seri Najib Razak as our M'sia 6th former Prime Minister~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-04-02T00:27:00.004+08:00

2ND OF APRIL~~~
Happy Birthday to

JIA XIN
(my 2nddary schoolmate n now my roomate)
&
CHECK KANG
(my primary schoolmate n fren)

may all your dreams come true ^_^

World of MINE

Another Chapter =)

Officially Missing You - JS - Tamia (cover)

A Quick Ones ;)

Oh YES!!!

L.O.V.E

When the heart speaks

Warmed =)

Hulala

越听越有意思

For the year 2010

Merry Christmas ^.^

I'll Move On - Olivia

For the moment

Hola :D

D uncertainties

An Experience

heels !

Last one for the semester

Doubt

... ...

Tagged

以为还是以为

Miles to go

simple as that

Definitely not

不想拥有太多情绪

Fight*ing

不联系的思念

untitled

SHE is the one

谎言

A quick ones ;)

Intern

不懂

double SHORT

....

单身潜逃

Random call

thanksgiving F.T.Y.E 2009

NOTHING is GRANTED

Merry X'mas everyone

the *best* ever X'mas gift

self declared HOLIDAY

existence

again...failed and hurts

11th December 2009

Next STOP

5th December 2009

4th December 2009

3rd December 2009

Random

YOU MADE MY DAY

OVERESTIMATED

Movies

pack up myself

Super Random on Halloween

STUCK is SUCKSSS

Granny's Day

the day

=(

月圆人团圆

updates from l@zy ppl

剪刀石头布

useless

14092009

我爱他

Gatherings

random

accounting's student???

something to share....

unavailable

half way to go

happy 21st

summarize

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

update loh~~~

halfly DEAD

1st Day

BO SUKA!!!

the best ever X'mas gift

updates