When the heart speaks

Preparing for final, the very last main exam sitting in my college life. What I can say is, I have no more feeling on them. Will just try to do the best on my part.

Whenever it comes to exam period, I started to get emo easily. Heart gets to speak even louder than usual, asking for everything that I have dream and think of, but not get to make it yet. When the heart tends to speak, means they are really meant to me. And for the last few sittings, I failed to fight with my heart at that moments. Took the wrong steps, made wrong decisions, and then comes the regrets.

Am a person who gets impatient easily, wants to settle things/problems ASAP. I don't like the "hanging" feels, like no end, and the the consequences is that I can't make accurate decisions at the same time when one don't have a peace mind and just follows the heart. Perhaps, I should have calm down myself before making any decisions.

Same for this time, but I guess I have been more strong to fight with my heart. Hope it continues to work by then.

"The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention,

that sometimes your heart takes you places you shouldn’t be,

places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring,

and sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending.

And that’s not even the difficult part.

The difficult part is when you follow your heart,

you leave normal, and you go into the unknown.

And once you do, you can never go back."

* From words and lyrics *

Just so true.

A beautiful day.

It was just simply beautiful.

I wonder but still I love

Good Night ppl !=)

Warmed =)

Been busy with assignments & presentations recently, which totally make life miserable.

They make me 早出晚归 almost everyday.

But am blessed to have awesome teammates that contributing lots of their ideas and hard works. I feel guilty, for not contributing that much due to my limited intelligence . LOL

We are left with 1 report to be submitted real soon next week and the presentation for the following week. Feel a bit relief, at least we came out with the outline and some clues.

Another thing which truly makes me feel warm after all, was the gatherings/outings with friends despite of all the stress-up life and also the work loads. Met up with friends from hometown and also those came back from overseas, coming down to KL for a short trip. We meet, we chat,we eat, we shop together like nobody's business. Feel like giving up on the 1st night gathering, when am just done with part of the assignment with the other teammates, at the late afternoon, and also the raining weather. Am exhausted, I guess also caused by the "monthly thingy". lol. But still, my heart wanted me to go.lol. xD . LUCKILY, I make it!

1st Night @ Gardens TGI Friday's

Feel warm*ed when filled by all those sounds of laughters, jokes, etc.etc. Stress-free condition. lol. Although am not really into the conversations with them, due to my tiredness, but I love updating myself on them through their conversations. ;)

2nd night @ Pavilion Sushi Tei

*Photo credit: Nicholas

Meanwhile, it was also the day which Japan was hit by the heavy earthquake and also tsunami. At 1st, I feel relief as I know that friend who studying there were back for holidays, and was praying hard for those struggling there. But when I was told that M'sia is one of the alerted country by my friend, out of the blue, I feel scared :S. Lame right. I even thinking whether should I stay at home instead of going out for the gathering. =.='''

May god bless.

所期待的时候就快到来了

可是心却好像冷了

Hulala

I have no idea with the lame title above. lol. It just 1st come to my mind when am thinking about the title =D

Feel like writing something at this hour, being alone occupying the living room, feel like exactly the World of MINE. lol. Simply like being alone quietly, especially during the night time, whether or not am doing anything.

The saddest time for me is over, whatever it is, it is. And I know am blessed on the other ways. It was like “苦中一点甜” =)

Thanks to those who spent time with me during that time, it is simply lovely to have you guys around.

Once for all, from now on! God Bless =)

越听越有意思

去寻找梦想的地方

掩饰着所有的不安

这段路有很多急转弯

手握着手说不要慌张

所有的事别往心里转

走出黑暗面对着变化

烦事只要换另一个角度去看待

那就会好了

Time to clean my dust. xD

Was planning to close down this blog as am not updating, and yea, perhaps my life is not that happening. LOL

But as I went through some of the previous posts right from the beginning when I started to blog, they did make me recalled back those days memories which formed part of my life. Some of these memories make me feel awesome and some of them did make me feel grateful.

Am thankful that I have been given those memories whether good or bad, happy or sad etc.etc.. For those bad, which I considered them as challenges that came towards me, although you had make me down, sad, stress like hell (or even crying during shower time instead of in the middle of the night.. lol) on that time, am still thankful that am given the strength to went through and get through it, and also together with all the supports, encouragements and loves that given to me from all of my loves. Loves that definitely covered my tears more than enough <3 .

So, I decided to keep my blog, helping me to jot down those "happening" matters throughout my life, but probably with no frequent updates. =)

Still having a few pending posts to wrap up my 2010 not yet up. LOL.

2 assignments and 2 presentations coming up next before I can get off for CNY. zZzzz

Last but not least

Am MISSING YOU guys so much

you know who you are. LOL

tough am not kind of person or friend that who will call or even text you guys so often, but there is no doubt that am still with you guys and truly hope that you guys are doing very well out there. =)

xoxo

Have a nice weekends ;)

*the most recent me*

in case you miss me...LOL

sleepy face again