心，还是痛了

但

泪，好像累了

:)

Oh YES!!!

12/05/2011
is the day for the results to be released

SCREAMMMM
in my heart early in the morning!!!

Perhaps, it was not early in the morning, already 10 something in the morning that time. lol.

I purposely stayed up late the night before, to wake up late the next morning. The results only to be released after 10am, and I bet the website will be packed and jammed, by the students to check for the results. It was torturing to keep on refresh and wait for the results. lol.

It was SCARED to death man!

I bet it will be even worst for those who are going for the degree top-up program soon in UK this coming June.

Am not going, but still am nervous. lol. It seemed like very long ago since I can get straight PASS for all subjects in the main sitting. I guess since last two exam's sittings, in the final year. WTH

Once you were downed for once, it can initially beat your confidence down to the max! It was really HOLY SHIT! This happened on me. It was really hard for me to get up, the process was so sucksssss.

Okay, I know everything gonna be over soon!!!


1 more to go for me to graduate officially as an Advanced Diploma student!


The results released seems to be the encouragement for me to move on, or else, my final year's life should be very dull I guess. lol. It was not a distinction results, but, at least, I make it as the promise to myself. ONCE FOR ALL!

Again
ONCE FOR ALL for the rests!!!

L.O.V.E

OMG! They are just soooo lovely!

This immediately comes to my mind once I finished reading one of the blog post couple minutes ago, half way doing revision. lol

I can see how lovely they are through the ways they interacted, although it may seems to be a bit weird through the eyes of others. But these are just the way they are.

I love to see lovely couple, the interactions, the ways they communicate, the ways they love and care, either with actions or just coming from the sake of how they love each other, naturally and not because of the "responsibility" as a couple, like willing to do anything, of course which is sensible, without any condition even though things they did might not work in the way that you expected to be. This flows naturally when there comes some one who is worth for us to do so. I guess should classified it as tolerance or perhaps forgiveness for all the time.

I love to see lovely couples, of course especially friends around me. To me, a relationship is indeed a precious gift for a lovely couple, when both them finally found the one that really appreciated them deep in heart, who is the one that will bear with each other etc etc. and thats the one that you think you are willing to spend with for the rest of your life.

Crap, eventually I don't know what am I trying to say here. lol. Seems like desperate for love. LOL. Sometimes I do feel jealous to those love birds, which I don't have =(. lol. But I truly feel happy for them when I can sense the happiness, which I think it is not easy for others to feel the joys of love that happened between them. It is not easy to make others jealous and sense the joys without any involvement in the process. You guys just did a great job to make me feel jealous, BUT I LOVE TO! lol. Get me? =)

Stay sweet for all the lovers out there!

"please make me feel more and more jealousy.lol"

xoxo

When the heart speaks

Preparing for final, the very last main exam sitting in my college life. What I can say is, I have no more feeling on them. Will just try to do the best on my part.

Whenever it comes to exam period, I started to get emo easily. Heart gets to speak even louder than usual, asking for everything that I have dream and think of, but not get to make it yet. When the heart tends to speak, means they are really meant to me. And for the last few sittings, I failed to fight with my heart at that moments. Took the wrong steps, made wrong decisions, and then comes the regrets.

Am a person who gets impatient easily, wants to settle things/problems ASAP. I don't like the "hanging" feels, like no end, and the the consequences is that I can't make accurate decisions at the same time when one don't have a peace mind and just follows the heart. Perhaps, I should have calm down myself before making any decisions.

Same for this time, but I guess I have been more strong to fight with my heart. Hope it continues to work by then.

"The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention,

that sometimes your heart takes you places you shouldn’t be,

places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring,

and sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending.

And that’s not even the difficult part.

The difficult part is when you follow your heart,

you leave normal, and you go into the unknown.

And once you do, you can never go back."

* From words and lyrics *

Just so true.

A beautiful day.

It was just simply beautiful.

I wonder but still I love

Good Night ppl !=)

Warmed =)

Been busy with assignments & presentations recently, which totally make life miserable.

They make me 早出晚归 almost everyday.

But am blessed to have awesome teammates that contributing lots of their ideas and hard works. I feel guilty, for not contributing that much due to my limited intelligence . LOL

We are left with 1 report to be submitted real soon next week and the presentation for the following week. Feel a bit relief, at least we came out with the outline and some clues.

Another thing which truly makes me feel warm after all, was the gatherings/outings with friends despite of all the stress-up life and also the work loads. Met up with friends from hometown and also those came back from overseas, coming down to KL for a short trip. We meet, we chat,we eat, we shop together like nobody's business. Feel like giving up on the 1st night gathering, when am just done with part of the assignment with the other teammates, at the late afternoon, and also the raining weather. Am exhausted, I guess also caused by the "monthly thingy". lol. But still, my heart wanted me to go.lol. xD . LUCKILY, I make it!

1st Night @ Gardens TGI Friday's

Feel warm*ed when filled by all those sounds of laughters, jokes, etc.etc. Stress-free condition. lol. Although am not really into the conversations with them, due to my tiredness, but I love updating myself on them through their conversations. ;)

2nd night @ Pavilion Sushi Tei

*Photo credit: Nicholas

Meanwhile, it was also the day which Japan was hit by the heavy earthquake and also tsunami. At 1st, I feel relief as I know that friend who studying there were back for holidays, and was praying hard for those struggling there. But when I was told that M'sia is one of the alerted country by my friend, out of the blue, I feel scared :S. Lame right. I even thinking whether should I stay at home instead of going out for the gathering. =.='''

May god bless.

所期待的时候就快到来了

可是心却好像冷了