TIred

Many things that I want to say out...but don't know who and where....Maybe is just at here...

Suddenly I felt very tired...really very tired...Don't know where it come from...maybe this is called LIFE... there was always something that need us to worry about...think about...consider about...concern about...and there was no ending at all...izzit rite??

18...was just the beginning of one's life??Is that the challenges will come forward one by one with no ending at all?? Is this called the "journey" that everyone should go through??

I know that there was still a long long way for me to survey and past through....but I really tired, can I just have a rest and continue later?? Or I can't do it just because that don't want to waste the time on fighting for my own future??

Maybe these challenges came since a baby was born to this world...is just that all the challenges were solved by our beloved parents in order to give us warmest...happiness...and not get hurt...we didn't realise that at all...when we are alone without our parents..need to face all by our own...so we just feel tiring....get hurt..etc...

Many times that make me want to give up myself because of tired...but don't know why I just can't...Maybe is impossible or not easy for one to give up ... maybe is good for me that didn't give up... I need to fight for myself....

No one lives for others, but for your own

UNKNOW

Don't know what am I going to write as there was so many that I wish I could say out at this moment. Just simply wonder that why I can't give myself a good rest on this sem break. I am just so tired, is not physically, but mentally.
Erm...maybe there is a need for me using chinese to express out my feelings...

是否一切事情的发生都有前因后果?
是不是一旦有了开始,就会有问题存在?
是不是有了问题存在,就会开始有烦恼?
是不是有了所谓烦恼,就一定要解决它?
是不是要解决烦恼事,就必须要有代价?
而那所谓的代价是大是小,就有赖于当事人怎么看待?

相信每个人从懂事以来,都曾经作过大大小小的决定...
很多时候当我们必须作出决定时,仿佛是个十字路口...
我们都会用尽判断能力来作出适当的决定...
把失败率...伤害...甚至损失减至最低...
但无论作出什么决定,都有其代价...

就在遇到烦恼,需要作出决定时...
有些会不知所措...因为心里无法作出选择?
有些会速战速决...因为不想处于矛盾状态?
有些会选择逃避...因为根本不想式着面对?
还是那烦恼问题根本不存在?
纯粹是自己心理作用在作怪?

这些暂时我都无法给自己完整的答案...

但很清楚的是,当我们自己无法作出决定或选择时...
身边关心我们的人,他们的矛盾...无奈...
肯定不比当事人少...因为都是他们关心的人...
那时候当事人唯有对自己关心的他们而作出一些
能把对身边关心自己的人的顾虑或是担心等等减到最低的决定...
而自己却默默的承受一切付出的代价...

有时候觉得偶尔不需要太理智...
如果顺着心里所想的走下去...自己又过得开心...
那身边的人也不就开心了吗...

只可惜大家往往都觉得应该理智的处理大大小小的事情...
才不会酿成大错...

I don't know what is this post title should be...Maybe it shou be name as
UNKNOW ^_^

雨

它从昨晚一直下个不停...
是把它的烦恼一直抛向本来无犹无虑的凡人...
或是以雨水为凡人洗掉一切烦恼...
或是替凡人所遇到的困难感到悲哀...怜悯...而流泪呢...
而过后是否能雨过天晴呢...

当以充满了后悔或悔不当初的情绪望着那从天而降的雨水时...
无可否认...觉得上天正为我们所做的一切而感到悲伤而流泪了...

当以充满了悔意...等待着奇迹出现...或是渴望还是期待的心情...
那时候...该会是想着从天而降的雨水能够把烦恼冲走...把问题解决吧...

当觉得自己已无能为力的时候...
却是希望从天而降的雨水仿佛是在为所需要的人加油...打气吧...

凡事如果能够预知未来...从不同角度去看待...解决...
想必那雨水未必在凡人心中...情绪上起得了作用吧....