Are those I insist on all worth my insistence?
Are those I believe really true?

If I dare to pursue, will I dare to possess?
And what if I forget all and let it go?

Maybe.... Maybe I would never meet him
Maybe... Maybe I am too innocent

The ending that belonged to me before yesterday
I decide on my decision
The expectancy that will belong to me after tomorrow
I believe in my superstition

Every bit of sorrow that belongs to us
We have to forget it separately

The shining love that belongs to us
We'll strive for it together

What belongs to the wind, just let it fly
What belongs to the sea, just let it surge

The love that belongs to us
If it's fated to come, just let it come
But why don't we dare to accept it??

It's him... The one who has already been fated for me
It's him... He is actually right here

**update**

Just little update for myself~~~haha

I am getting crazy these days since 3 days ago i think....keep looking those small crystal.."manik-manik" things from morning till afternoon...

Well, just to help my k-auntie to finish it up by 23rd February for competition that will be held at Genting worrr....instead of doing nothing at home, watching movie,sleep,online,eat...haha...will be posting up those that i made on the later post...

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For yesterday~~~I went for a small gathering...with my ex-colleagues...i think about 1 years time i didn't meet whit them...

Each of us cook a dish for the gathering...and i fried bihun with "guan4 tou2 rou2"...not bad...haha (my mum was by my side when i was cooking...haha)

BUT then...haih...so sad...when i was there at my ex-colleague house for party...i suddenly not feeling well...felt that want to vomit..stomach ache..really not feeling well...when they started to eat...i just go and get a cup of warm plain water for myself...and yes...i vomited finally...duh..i hated vomit n of course i felt better...

They asked me to eat...but i din dare...scared will vomit after eat....i forgone my TOMYAM...SALAD...GONG BOU HEH GOR BAK...FRIED SOTONG....yoooo....later...i vomited again...although i didn't eat anything with just a few cups of warm plain water....felt better then...^_^

Had a long long talks with them who working...and the most i get shock....2 of my ex-colleagus already have their second child in 1++ years time....when i was thr...they just had their 1st baby...OMG...haha....so fast....i am so out of updated with them lor~~~~~

When i was on the way back to home....i was thinking whats wrong with me that will make me not feeling well....for the day...i ate 2 roti canai for breakfast, 1 glass of neslo ais, 2 goreng pisang n nasi lemak for lunch n teatime :-p...n fried bihun for my dinner b4 going to the gathering....

I tot was the goreng pisang...because i bought it along the road side....but not...when i back to home...my mum said she just back from sending my sister to clinic because she kept on vomit!!!! on that time....i can confirmed that is the NASI LEMAK "chao sui" liao!!!!!!~~~~~because my sister also ate that with me together....n was the only same food that we both took before....

For the nasi lemak...we ate at 5++pm...which bought on 8++ am...the nasi lemak was from a malay stall...which my family used to take it as breakfast since 10++ years ago...haha...the only special is the sambal is spicy enough n taste good...and of course the nasi lemak can tahan from morning until afternoon...which most of the nasi lemak cannot...haih...but dunno why can make us stomach ache eh....(p/s:i dunno how to differentiate whether the food "chao sui" or not....hahaha)

my valentine

i spent my valentine with 2 gals...haha...
ah eng --> my secondary schoolmates n best fren~~~
joo ann --> my primary schoolmates...i didn't see her for almost 6 to 7 years....woohoo...a pretty n tall gal ...haha

we hang out to alor star mall....(alor star biggest shopping mall indeed)...sad~~~

for a movie... (the 1st time i went to the cinema in AS mall)
waiting to collect movie tickets wor~~~

for a tea time... (the 1st time in jalan kuala kedah oldtown)
for a gossip*ing / chit chating session...

for a photo shooting session...(for Joo Ann only:-p)

Thx gals for the V's Day '09

Happy Valentines

HAPPY VALENTINES

to all of you...^_^

AliVE

Yeah...I m alive again...after the exam which tortured me "gao gao" especially the past 2 subjects while the CNY still havent finish!!! i FINISHED it TODAY....woohoooo~~~~~~~~

I m juz having 1 week holidays for CNY...n back here for the remaining 2 papers....

Well....celebrated CNY with family....n also with secondary schoolmates on the 3rd day of the CNY...a gathering at City One....it was the 2nd annual CNY gathering for us after leaving our high school...n of course we do hope this will be caring on in the future ^-^

there was no different in the celebration this year...i mean wif family...except~~~~new family members were added to our family....3 cute b@bbies....they are so cuteeeeee~~~~~

heres are some of the pohotos of them.....

my cousin brother's daughther~~~5 months now~~~

cousin sister's b@by BoY~~~1 and a half months~~~~

my aunt's son~~~7 months ++ i think~~~~haha

i juz had the chance to meet them during the CNY axcept for my cousin sister's babby... OMG...i controlled myself not to "cubit" them..especially in the 1st picture 1.....!!!!!!!

while playing with them...i noticed that they are really "out of pollution"...hahah...they cry when they beh siok...they cry when they hungry...they smile at u when u trying to fool them around...they smile at u when u give something to them on their hand...they put whatever thing they had in their hand into the mounth....they sleep after "milked"...hahah....they won't bother whether u r busy...u r angry or anything else...they do whatever they wish to~~~~

CNY almost come to the end on this coming Monday....at first we busy...we waiting...we hoping for the CNY....but its now so fast gonna end~~~

What i did in the CNY??? a traditional celebration or juz a gathering for all of us???