SHE is the one

guess who...haha

yeah... is her

she is the one

my lovely mum

today is her day...

28th February...

As you guys who know me...

I am not good in expressing myself...

especially when come to face to face interact...

which i think is totally fail....

so i just write a little bit here for her to release out everything...Lol...hahaha....


I never express my feeling to her whether i am happy, sad, depress, stress out...

not to say hugging her...

All these disappeared since i was in primary school...

i just can recall back till that time... haha...

Never...

or should i say never ever again???.....haha


I use to settle problems/everything as i could on my own...

It will just go to mum whenever i can't fix them...

And years ago, it just goes straight to my brother...

then only will go to them(dad/mum) if both of us can't find any solution...


Sometimes when they asked us,
"why i never heard that from you before?"
"when you guys did/settled that?"
"how you guys made it?"

and we normally just smile, said,
"nothing to bother lah, small matter... settled ady wat...haha"

of course, sometimes will get scolded for not informing them...haha...

Not that they are not caring...
They love us very much...

I don't know why these will happened on me and brother... haha
Not letting them to worry about us as possible as we could during our very young age...

I am not saying that we are both good daughter and son...haha
but i am thankful that mum has trained us to grow in this way...

We do need loves and cares from dad and mum like others...
being pampered...
but in a different way...
and we definitely got it =)

But sometimes I do want to 'manja' with them like little girl....haha...LOL...


Many times i got the urge that i wanna tell her...

"Mum, I Love You"

even when i called to wish her just now...

but it just went off because of the shyness...

what happen to me???...*wtf me*


She might not see this post...

is just for me to express out what i am thinking now...

maybe will show to her one day when my shyness go off...Lol...


till then...

Happy Birthday Mummy =)

谎言

第一次听这首个的时候
是在 ‘下一站幸福 ’
印象并不深刻
可能只是复歌那段吧

第二次是在和朋友唱K时
她点唱了这首歌
那时看见了歌名
有些奇怪
但却爱上了它的曲子

下载了
不断的重复播放
确实是扣人心弦


当爱情不再有热情时

诚实是最后一道防线


有时候

爱情或许会让人失去理智

编辑了所谓爱的谎言

那时只为了不想让对方心疼伤心

但却没想到当对方知道后

会让他更心疼百倍


不想伤害对方往往是谎言的借口

但那也算是自私吧

只为了维持彼此之间的感情


有时候

爱的谎言或许会让你付出更多的代价

对不起也只是对不起

A quick ones ;)

Been rotting around since Sunday...

packing up & PPS*ing...

on leave*ing for 2 weeks for this CNY... woohoo...

work 1 week rest 2 weeks worrr... sei lorr....

i have not yet back in Alor Star as planned yesterday... which is Monday...

thxsss to my lovely brother who haven't finish up his work before having his CNY leave...

which supposed to start on yesterday... zzZZz

what i can do now is looking to the HP & waiting for his call eagerly...

honestly... i can't wait to go back anymore!!!


it doesn't mean that my CNY mode is on... Lol

i just want to back at home ;)


having a last minute shopping at Pavillion on last saturday...

to get a pants for myself...

omfg... i told myself that don't ever do last minute shopping again!!!

everywhere was packed with people....


Between...

instead of preparing & celebrating CNY...

hope i will be having some times to refresh & restructure myself during this 2 weeks time...

i need it badly =)


Last but not least...

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone ;)

Intern

started my internship yesterday...

as usual, 1st day is always the easiest day to pass when we go for something which is totally new for us...

had been assigned to one of the audit team...
oh god...
they are just simply nice & friendly seniors...
which i didn't put too much expectation before this...

they are angels...
treating us like kindergarden children... lol... haha
they are willing to share and teach everything they know, whatever we ask for...
instead of just asking to do this and that without explaining...

honestly
i felt that i am asking too much of questions when completing the works
whenever they told us how to solve
then i will just realized that ...
*oh...yahor...supposed to be like that one... so simple... i studied before...*
don't know how to apply on time... kns
hope they won't get mad by asking too much one day...haha

dismissed off quite on time, 5.00pm yesterday...
but not today...

when i finished part of my tasks...
i saw the time was already 5.23pm...
i turned and looked around...
most of them were still working...
so i continued mine...

until the department supervisor came to my place and asked
" you want to order anything for dinner? " *bringing along the McD delivery catalog*

i looked at the time again...
already 6.45pm ... most of them were still there...

i am not joining them...
prepare to go home larr...haha

Overall... still not bad... ;)
Hope it will last for the rest of 3 months...
Then i guess my internship should be quite interesting...=)


Good nitezz...

不懂

每次当有了放手的决心时

总会发生一些事情

有种莫名其妙的感觉

像在意味着什么似的

让那勇气又渐渐消失了


是错觉

是想太多

还是什么

那或许也只是借口


有时候

不是不想放手

而是不懂怎么放手


明知道有点多余

会失望心疼

却心甘情愿地让心疼


心疼累了就真的会放手了吗