NOTHING is GRANTED

please don't take something as granted

please be more

sensible
understandable


we are not leaving in our own world

please don't be so ignorant where there are still others around us

unless they meant nothing to you at all

we might treat others as invisible sometimes but maybe they are not

when they are sound

it doesn't mean that they are agree with in terms of your behaviors... your actions... your habits... the way you treat ppl etc etc...

they are just trying to tolerate with you


for human

there is a limit for a person to tolerate with somethings

but just don't take it as granted

they are not born to tolerate with you... to grant with you


it will just last till certain extend, not always

there will be no turning point when it comes to an end

p/s:

Just getting fed-up with somethings/ppl around me. These had been accumulated since quite some times. Feel like it will be going to explode soooooon. Can't you ppl just be a bit more understandable & sensible instead of just doing/enjoying your own business by ignoring stuffs/ppl around you??? Don't take something as granted if there are ppl sacrificing their favour for you. Don't keep complain & talk much if you are not doing anything else . Come out with solution but not making problem.

How would you feel if ppl are doing the same things on you??? Just be more appreciate-able on what others did. I don't expect much but just some understandable & sensible.

OK... maybe i m the one who having the problem... not YOURS!!!

Merry X'mas everyone

CUPCAKES4YOU


* taken from Cupcakes4you *

some of you guys might text me for X'mas greetings
it was just so sweet & lovely when i happened to receive sms from you guys...even once a while *love*

THANKS a lotss people... I GOT them !!!

sorry that i m not replying anyone of you just because my cell was out of credit...left few bucks...LOlzzz...don't think i m going to reload it until i step out from the house on Monday... haha

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!
Hope you guys do enjoy the celebration with lotss of FUN !!!

* taken from Cupcakes4you *

The X'mas cupcakes above were taken from Cupcakes4you ... they are just so CUTE !!!

hope i can make the real one for you guys one day ...LOlzzzz...hahaha

the *best* ever X'mas gift

oh god...suddenly cant stop myself from crapping here...
forgive me please...
maklumlah...Lonely X'mas for me....=(

while i m going to check out some updates through college intranet...
yeah...i got my *best* ever X'mas from beloved TARC...

Something appears on the Student Notices

College January 2010 Examination Time-table

here goes mine ....

self declared HOLIDAY

i supposed to attend a 2 hours lecture today
i planned to skip and start my Christmas Holiday earlier since yesterday

why why why???



i m totally DONE with all the ASSIGNMENTS & TESTS !!!
i need to relax & release all my stress from them
not feeling like to look at those notes anymore for the moment
* for today only *

yeah...was a small relief for me although the toughest one is coming



FINAL COMING after 3 weeks

休息是为了走更长远的路... i know...lame excuse...LOLzzz

as you can see...
i m spending my time here now while most of you are maybe having outings or planning what to do on Christmas Eve =)

OK....i m not that "guai"...not going out for celebration...
is just that the sickness is attacking me !!! *wth*
sore throat & flu and soon there come the fever i guess
can't be sick at this very moment larr...please

Another thing

i m just very fed-up with all the pimples on my face now
can't blame on anything else but my mouth

no doubt that i m not having a good skin feature *hate*
but yet had been eating those unhealthy food
spicy, fried, oily, chocolate etc etc
they are just my favorites all the time
they also make the pimples coming up more frequent than usual
as i mentioned...i eat more when i m stress

Okay...i know i need to do something on them...

control on food taken needed seriously


yet another crapping session finished... xD

existence

习惯了你的存在
习惯了活在有你的世界里

生活里的一切

所想的
所做的
所操心的
所顾滤的
所想念的
所记挂的
所牵挂的

都似乎和你脱不了关系
什么时候才会结束

冬至的夜里
让我想起当年的那个时候

冬至快乐
晚安 =)

again...failed and hurts

every single second
told it was nothing to deal with
ignoring
convincing
everything will back to normal as usual

but it is not

time by time
flash of memories goes by
scene by scene
word by word
again and again
it still hurts a lot

flashing picture by picture
existed in the reality
enviable moments
it really meant

thought will be the best ending moment
everything should be ended on the moment

but it just simply not

not simple as that
not simple as disappointment
not simple as word
not simple as regrets
not simple as sorry

dunno what to do...
dunno what should do...

go with the sound of heart
or
just be ignorance


by a loser

11th December 2009

Happy Birthday

to

Shu Yi & Wan Yi

* taken from Facebook *
* i lost some of my photo folders which had gone when i reformatted the pc *
arrrrrggghhh

may u gals happy & smile always
just like in the photo

Next STOP

oh GOSH!!!

i m ADDICTED !!!

(blamed on PPS stream....LOL...many ppl will kill me..:P..haha)

i m a big big fan of TVB series all the while since i was in kindergarden
i watched together with my mum
that time still using those big big black video tapes

till the stage that when i m having my UPSR
i was warned by my tuition teacher
"i know u still watching those drama series...u should stop it n continue after exam.."
LOL...yeah....she knows...my mum & my bro told her one....pengintip(s)...
anyway...she's one of the lovely teachers that i ever had =)

Finished recently most HOT tvb series ---> 宫心计
NOW ---> 富贵门 (kinda boring with the story line actually)

till then..
I NEED TO STOP !!!
seriously...no kidding

but but but ....
every week i was waiting for 2 other series...
Next Stop & Gossip Girls 3
1 week 1 episode for each...
can la...must relax a bit...xD

OK...back to the topic....

NEXT STOP

the most recently taiwan's series...
maybe some of u...including me...
got the impression that those taiwan's series are so so so unrealistic...
especially by having those romantic love stories...romantic scenes...
which we think that it won't be happened in the real life...
so nice so good meh???haha
who knows ? hehe

i was addicted to this series after the first few episodes...
the first few episodes are a bit boring actually...haha
maybe can try to have a look if u r free =)

another thing is...
i was also addicted to the songs inside too...LOL....
here goes...





别打开 礼物的缎带
最初充满期待 最后都腐败
别打开 午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄

而爱 并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱 让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人 谁的某某某

就算我 全身湿透透
我也不再被谁 牵着鼻子走
如果我 还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走

而爱 并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱 连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄





幸运草
作词∶黄婷 作曲∶沈圣哲 编曲∶林迈可
演唱:丁当

艳阳天 花园 脸汗湿他的脸
纯真是我十七岁挂念那男孩
亮晃晃 时间 拉著青春跑
跑过了午睡醒后操场的喧闹
他找到 四叶幸运草
他给我 万分之一的缘份
多奇妙 爱心形的微笑
在我掌心里 轻轻飘
幸运草的夏天有他陪著我迷路
喜欢当时小小幸福就是爱情的全部
那天一阵烈日 一阵大雨 一整个下午
他的汗水渗进土里为我绽放 心的礼物


他找到 四叶幸运草
他给我 万分之一的缘份
多奇妙 爱心形的微笑
在我掌心里 轻轻飘
幸运草的夏天有他陪著我迷路
喜欢当时小小幸福就是爱情的全部
那天一阵烈日 一阵大雨 一整个下午
他的汗水渗进土里为我绽放 心的礼物

一转眼成长了 散了
没结局的传说 他记不记得
幸运草里藏著的诗早已经模糊
爱情却在每次泪干之后越来越清楚
直到书签破了 花园拆了 我也不再哭
才懂得了有个男孩曾经为我 全心付出

finished crapping here...need to back for financial scandals...

bubbye =)

5th December 2009

another girl turned to 20 today...LOL...which she doesn't want to....no choice...is the fact that u r 20 now...xD

specially dedicated to

miss
M. JOO ANN

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY

my long lost primary school ex classmate...
i think we were in the same class for that 6 years if not mistaken...

till then...
during the V's day this year...
we bumped with each other again...
thanks to miss ah eng again...
she was the one who made us *reunion* again...haha

on the 1st glance when i saw her after 8 years...i guess...
the 1st impression was
this girl is just simply Gorgeous

she was totally a different person that i knew during primary school...
haha...maybe we don't get to be so close that time...

we did gather & chat once a while when we happened to be free on the same time...
slowly i discovered that she was having a great & nice personality...

~~~ Happy Birthday to U lady ~~~
~~~ may all your dream come true ~~~
~~~ angels be with you always ~~~

4th December 2009

First of all

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to
this lady

miss
K. YING YING
a.k.a
ah ENG
ENG ENG

i m sure now is already in 4th December....LOL
has been wishing her in advance last nite which i tot it was already 4/12


knew her since Form 2 if not mistaken when we went for Mr Foo's tuition
8 years till now

time goes by
but
she still remain that
lovely
friendly
sometimes
cute
of course
pretty
too rite?
haha...LOL...

yea....of course
YOU ARE

everything was just beyond words =)

once again

************************************************************

* Happy Birthday to U *
may all your dream come true as u wish
(yeah...as tradition...u r entitled to make 20 wishes as counted by ur age...LOL...haha)

soon & slowly
u will become a
Good Lady
as you wish to

************************************************************

3rd December 2009

Striving very hard to finish those blaaardy hell assignments

mentally & physically torture =(

stress up all the way when thinking of them
it is just like the brain is still functioning & thinking while u try to rest or fall asleep

eat more than normal whenever stress up
tend to craving something to eat although just finished a meal
chocolates, chips, cookies, coffee, milo, desserts...etc...
not hungry but the mouth feel like wanna chew something
yea....guess i m gaining weight....
seriously
I SHOULD STOP THIS!!!

1 of the assignments deadline has been postponed till next Monday
which supposed to be on this Friday
i should be happy on it coz i just finished drafted out the report last nitght
still have to work on restructuring the report plus those grammar errors today
so i m here to release my stress without touching them
since i was told that it has been postponed ...LOL

but thinking on the other way...
as a Professional Procrastinator....LOL
i do prefer i can hand it up by this Friday
which can force me to finish it up
not seeing it again n again
can concentrate on others

arrghh...whatever....
gonna finish it up by tomorrow =)


It was now in the month of
DECEMBER 2009


4 weeks to go for my 2nd SEMESTER
5 weeks to go for FINAL

*************************************************************************

had been addicted to online shopping lately which make me keep on clicking & scrolling through them...they are just killing...u wont realize or feel or "sim tiah" how much u have spent where u just have to click here n there...type in the amount...until when u check ur balances after a few transactions... instead of taking the real money out from ur purse n pay....LOL...can somebody just stop me???