Random

Have been wanted to spend some times alone, listening to the rhythm of the songs and to jot down somethings at this space, a space which truly solely just for my own self to blab on. :D

I used to write or to have this blog 4 or 5 years back. Just spending my time here other than study or hanging out. A space which I can somehow express myself (not all perhaps), to release whatever anger or stress, etc. etc. And now, I know I miss those times, which I can simply have my time to feel and to write whenever I wanna to.

Works and outings with colleagues simply filled up my days, including my precious weekends. Of course, I did feel happy spending time after work with them. I use to spent my weekends doing my own stuffs. Staying at home alone, watch series, housework, or anything else which I feel I want to do can simply make my weekends. And these make me feel that I finally did something for myself other than works! LOL. I know is kinda lame, but this is just so me. I would love to stay in my own comfort zone once in a while (average of 2-3 weekends every month will be nice :P) rather than hanging out, that's just tiring. haha, sign of getting old? 

Is not the matter of I don't like to hang out or like to stay alone, but sometimes I just need a space just for myself, times which just for me, for no reason. I might be spending time doing nothing, just browsing through the net, or just cleaning up and decorating my place, or just hang out to the nearest bookstore for some readings, or a window shopping will do.

"I need some times for myself" are words that often come to my mind after been working for about 6 months. I need the times to cope with all the updates, for some extra readings, to figure out the way to brush up myself etc. etc. I don't want to spent my entire life just to work for the sake of the job. Just so scared whenever am asking myself is that my life all about. 

After all, am still alright. Just to blab :P I know I simply need a little bit more time to figure out myself. 

Space and time is all I need now! haha ;)

Here goes some updates on myself recently :)

Random outing's shot of us

Celebrated my 23rd birthday with surprise from colleagues during our working trip @ Kuantan.

Thanks for everything. Am blessed to have you guys working together.